The game has passed you by. Your a dinosaur now. Sorry man.

oh well sometimes is time for old folks like me to retire and concentrate on family life I'll leave poker for the younger generations

sharkscope, last 50 results. If you get kicked out so many times in the early fase, something is wrong. If you post some hands here, in which you're beeing busted in early fase, maybe we can spot some leaks. Don't think you don't have leaks, everybody does. If you think, that you have no leaks, then there's no reason to discus hands. No leaks means no mistakes and you should have a pretty sharkscope going upwards. In your case, it's plunging down, so there must be some leaks at least. Don't think you know it all and you're the best. Arrogance is a big bankrollraper, like you've just discovered. So, post some hands here please, it will help you getting the leaks out.

I know man, there are spots where I'm not sure, this big downswing is begining to make me question my game sometimes. I will not post hands, that's usseless. I would prefer a respectable guy playng at least 55$ sngs to analise with me my game and also his game. It's easy for me to do it cause I only 4table.

Thing is you will say I am arrogant but I can't really trust anybody. I see regs at 109-210 who are just terrible and the other regs having nothing more than me. How can I discus a hand with somewone that I know is bad. Even if probably he will be right in the spot we will discuss, his opinion is nothing, why would it be better than mine ? I would really apreciate somewone with a super CV watching my game and talking on the mess but that probably means coaching and is not for free.

I am not arrogant I am just objective. When there is a spot in witch sng wiz, pxf can't help, a tipe of play or something, I tend to belive a high stakes reg with IQ and EQ 130+, having notes on the players on that particular table rather than anybody else except probably 10 other people in the world witch I can not get in contact with.

man im still running so bad its disgusting me...

just the last session of tourneys i ran:

shove JJ get called by A 8 river Ace.

shove AK get called by AA in BB.

shove A 8s into A 2s he hits 2 on flop

call shove with A 10s he flips over Q 2 rivers 2

call shove with A J he flips over 2 9s and runner runner flush

shove QQ SB flips over KK

shove AA in SB, BB flips over A Q and makes a straight.

66 into 10 9 suited makes a straight

77 into 22 he hits a set on flop

J 10s into J 10s he makes a flush

standard SNG variance. sng variance can put you on a long and large downswing.

i used to grind 45 man turbos on stars before i focused on cash games. over 2000 of them i had a 34% ROI and was running and playing very well. then i hit a 900 sng downswing. happens to the best of us.

<-- BBV is that way...

I've been saying you should review your game and not write it off to variance the whole time.

Also I don't see how updating how your running is anymore useful than posting hands and asking more experienced professionals advice on your plays.

Read the messenger archive on conversations with my gf today. I've always been convinced that reality is somehow conected with surrealism. Maby cause of the drugs, meditations, newly discovered science and philosophy concepts, high inteligence, schizofrenia in development lol but I always that we are not limited by anything. I went crazy reading the archive, this is not my life gone bad, this is simply not my life. It's like in my etheric projection, don't know if I posted it but it's something like the butterfly effect. I simply want to be back to the life I had and theorethicly I can do whatever I want using my mind. I see no fast way out other than time travel. I just took dxm, will play poker till I'm not conected anymore with this world and then go and meditate. Hope to fix something doing this, don't know what but it must fix something lol. Maby I'll be back in may and talk about this dream with my gf on mess and it will go into the archive like the ones I read now with were absolutaly amasing. Dxm is begining to take effect, I'g going back guys, this topic will never exist hahahhahahhahaha I know how tomorow will be, great.

hahhahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahaha hahahhaahhahaah tomorow I'm back in paradise, living a dream witch even if I fix problems I won't be able to live right now, it will never be the same, that was something simply out of this world.

After I finish my sng's I will meditate and the universe will do something and tomorow it will be a dream and I can't wait to look at the date of tomorow. Adios 15 sept. I won't even know this even happened.

What the hell happened ? I woke up now, 3-4 hours later and it's still 15 september and my in brain is hurting and my binocular vision is not able to focus. I remember finding all the answers I was looking for and having the most incredible halucinations ever on dxm. I'm still dissociated like hell and lost my sleep and now won't be able to grind all day. wtf. Doese anybody here knows any better ways to time travel ?

man dxm sucks the only thing i remember liking about it when i took it like 10 years ago was the moon walk where u feel like ur experiencing like 1/2 normal gravity....

drugs don't do the crazy stuff ur looking for, have u tried inducing sleep paralysis for out of body experiences(OBEs)???

not sure if you experience sleep paralysis, i do and frankly its TERRIFYING....of all the **** i've been through in my life, i've NEVER been as scared and helpless feeling as when i'm experiencing sleep paralysis....google it if you are not familiar.

apparently, some people who experience it very frequently have learned to deal with it and actually use it to have long profound out of body experiences. i get it once or twice a month....sometimes more if my sleep schedule is messed up. i'm always so terrified because i can't breathe and i feel like i'm gonna die so i've never taken advantage but i have been able to look at myself from "above" a third person perspective...strange to say the least and no drugs necessary.

man ckestor me and u have had some bad times lately with poker...on top of it all, i'm really stressed out about other stuff too and i'm really craving some good heroin. i
ve been running so bad on pokerstars that my bankroll is down to nothing....i'm about to just give up on poker and cashout what i have left and go get a big bag of heroin and just do myself in.

i hate my life

Oh man that what everybody here says too. I'm one of the few that really apreciates it. It's number 1 in the "my drug of choice" top on drugs forum and is in top 5 drug combinations (+ weed), other 4 are hard stuf like speed ball (hero + coke), lsd + other psichadelics etc. Don't judge it by 1 experience, after a while u will apreciate it, it's icredible.

Yea, trained for astral projection for 5 months, did astral projection 3 times and etheric projection once, witch was the most overwhealming thing in my life. You need training for them, I can't do it anymore. The goal was to take dxm and meditate better to do it now that I'm not trained but got under my blanked and had too many halucinations and feelings and didn't want to stop them.

Omfg experienced them about 7-10 times when I don't get sleep for 2 days. They are absolutally therifing, I dealed with them somehow good cause I was used to astral projection when they started to apear. You can not be more frightened in ur life more than on those. When I fist had one, althow I was somehow trained I was so therified and paranoic and called my familly doctor, read everything about every posibile desease for 1 hour on the net but didn't find this and went to hospital paranoid of having heart arithmya. I was also anemic cause of losing 20kg in the last 2 months for this girl lol. Sleep paralisis is something hard to take advantage of cause ur not always that aware.

No man stay chill and work ur way up. I've love part of my hope to playng lo-lo at 55$ on party. I'll be on stars in 1 month max hopefully playng 109's and in no downswing anymore. I'll help u don't worry and if u play sng - coaching free from today if u want, I have a lot of time cause most of the time on party there are 2 tables going cause of low traffic...


About the driving lessons, I just chileld out. Read half the manual while 4-6 tabling in 5-6 hours and now I pass every driving test. Can't belive people study even for 1 year to take it. The problem is my card - parents had earnings cut with 70% in the crisis and another 25% after - after 1-2 years cand help - my downswing don't seem to end and time is passing - sux

drugs are not the answer. you need to be proactive about having a healthy lifestyle. do you really think you're doing yourself any favours by being drugged up all the time? you're only what, 17? do you plan to continue doing drugs forever? think about the long-term effects.

what is the sample size of hands played during this downswing? and how many buyins are you down? i think it would help to provide this information so you can compare it to others. for example: if you think you're on a huge downswing & you actually find that as compared to other players, you aren't losing anywhere near as much or have played far fewer hands than them, then you can conclude that you need to produce more volume to deal with the variance that comes with poker. if however you have put in a good sample relative to other players and lost at a significantly higher rate, well then my friend, maybe poker isn't for you. or maybe you need to seriously work on your game. but there's no way to know without you providing any of these statistics.

I said in my first post, calculated using the sng variance statistics found here on 2+2 on a very apreciated topic, it had a chance of 5% of happening.

I'm in 12th grade now and don't have a car. Can't belive it. Hope to get in an upswing, I really deserve one.

thanks ckestor

i dunno ive been plaing some omaha to try and relieve the stress, and surprisingly im enjoying it alot and actually made some money. i hope its not just a heater, but atleast i've found something to do when i'm running ridiculously bad.

i swear man its like for the past month i manage to lose almost every race at critical points of tourneys but i always win for instance when i have like 200 chips. ill take a bad beat and be crippled and pretty much shove ATC and then ill hit the flop likes it my job...then i get up to like 15BB and get dealt a monster...boom felted.

oh and about wanting some H....after making that post i went and donked off another 10% of my bankroll and then i decided to give my "friend"(dealer) a call....luckily he didnt answer i was really feeling self destructive(and again, more than just poker obviously)