You should really try detoxing man. Cut down on the drug use and hit the gym. Focus on classes for a couple of weeks, try to pinpoint mistakes you made in life and in your playing during these downswings, and work to improve on them in the future. Trust me, you've made many. It's just a matter of recognizing, learning and correcting. gl.

dude i think you need help asap an probs some maturing as well. after that i'm pretty sure you'll learn to value life. hope every thing works out

So it's been 6 months, has your life got better?

Kids on drugs playing poker. I love the 21st century.

Romanian weed for the win imo

This must be some crap **** what you are smoking there..... get the good
stuff and you will be back in the HIGHROLLER life very fast !!!

What about your Mobster friends can´t they stake you with some dollars ???

Haha I found this sooooo funny you are just an idiot and should better stop playing poker...... maybe looking for a bridge you can jump off ???