Originally Posted by Mr Muck McFold
If I had money I would travel Europe/World and I would do the poker circuit
and play in all the major live events.
I would get a poker coach.
I would hire a trainer to help me workout.
TBH I'm not sure if that would be that much better. It sounds to me you want to be able to live the good life and I don't know if it would just work as a band aid to cover over the negative feelings you experience right now.
Originally Posted by okayokayit'snotok
P.S. You are an emotional vampire. Nobody likes or wants to be around people who just shyt and pyss all over everthing. After reading your posts I feel drained. If you like to have that effect on people, then go ahead and keep on doing what you are doing. People will eventually just ignore you and forget about you and I have a feeling that you don't want that.
I think there is a lot of truth to this and it probably is the crux or at least a big part of the problem. Its hard to bounce back up when being so negative and its even harder for someone else to help you up because to them it seems as though you don't even want their help.