Hey what's good chiefs, still alive unfortunately.
Yeah actually I was diagnosed with something called borderline personality disorder when I was 18. After my first girlfriend/person I had secks with left me (probably because I'm crazy in the end), I went a little crazy. I'd try and get into contact with her every day for months, until I finally stopped and left her alone. Part of the reason was because I thought that was the last person id be with, partly right, I hookedup with 3 other people during college. So I guess its better than none but im definitely not trying to meet or get to know girls now because i'm a loser
I hate my job. I make 28,6 a year, 400 a week after taxes. I barely make enough to make rent electricity and food, and have nothing leftover for myself. I hate the work, and it doesn't pay well, so naturally I hate my life. if I made enough money which is only like 50k a year, I wouldn't gamble because theres no point. When I won 500 in two nights on the online blackjack starting with just $20 last weekend, I didn't even cash it out. I grinded their software to 150 then took it to the live dealer and played lowstakes till i won. These days even if I win, I can't even save the winnings. I just keep playing until I Lose. So these days I can win, but it doesn't matter because I don't stop playing. IT makes me feel good, like im good at something, in comparison to when im at work I feel like a nobody because this work is for dumb old people
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Originally Posted by TB303
How did rents beat heroin? he ripped off his mates and stole all their cash. only MONEY can help you beat addiction. Unless you and your mates have come by some cheap coke which you can punt to lily allen's dad your best bet is to just keep on keeping on....but play games with better returns than blackjack unless you are playing with jackpots/side bets...
lol this is true actually