SAM LANG
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ty to Zeno for pointing be here. I wil no post except for peoples responses. I will post my goals and aspirations as a means to be honest with myself. and to help my full house beat a flush

i won tournament other day big 4.40 or 5.50 i dont remember the name the numbers change i will win again and not throw it all away at 35 50 plo

will probably close this thread and not return, who knows.. I do need an output for my insecurity and weaknesses otherwise it will be a recurrent cycle for me of failure and loneliness. Time to overcome that I suppose and keep posting/u[dating myself over here. IO will try my best but it will appear chaotic and disjointed much of the time because thre is only so much to give away without hurting yourself. I was threatened though but it was a bit of an empty threat and I don't believe he meant it. So he does a lot of good work for the community but he did also say I was 'done in this town' whatever that means .... you tell me. I enjoy your videos and work ethic is something I've always respected... soo .... do I click enter? of course, no one will read this... so....

if you troll someone with non sense, expect to get trolled back and continue to be DITT

What is diTt

What is troll

What is



Soul

Gerard thinks I'm too deep into mind to reach our to. I'm not trolling joey I don't even know what the word means no more I don't care **** forums my phone edits what I type predicts text or maybe I misspel. It's not about you though you are obviously good guy I am obviously bad guy

I literally have no idea what you mean. Maybe we meet one day. Maybe noT.

And who is trolling me you say I'm done I n this town no one said nothing bad to m I'm sick in head and I trying to cure I see you as just using Johan for your own gain in increasing popularity of your videos which of course is benefiting the plo community but only the ones at the top you encourage people to lose money by giving them false hope your whole ideology is backwards and you interview that kid who was just having fun with money and twitch and your way of interviewing that character was appalling you should have just played his game you push out the recreation 'fun' players

Fishy fishy on a dishy... It's what Gerard did to me he abused my minds so **** you Gerard you never respond , but still, I said I love you I still care for you I stayed up three nights wrote you whole ****ibg poem book and you really don't care j smoke weed shoot heroine etc etç... ...

I tomba sens to Juha and hé tell toi

I can be rational you know my mind is fine if vivant to use normal semantics but my phone is quantum translator and universities etc is all delusion I didn't solve game theory I tried to break it

Joey you don't u understand and don't u even try

It's tiring to be rational. It's entertainment Sam. I say you speak best to yourself so try doing it in public domain. You know life is a mystery you agree we are animals and you starting to see how disgusting humanity isn't. You say talk until you don't know the difference between you and the girl. And I don't. I'm too tired to give a **** about outwards appearances. I think your poems are pretentious viewed through a lens. But of course it only means something to who it's written for. so I thank you for that. how deep did you go into mind? You say you spoke with the God's I foreshadowed it. Life is a mystery and the gods are watching from the birth. They don't care about ego adults who don't want to feel pain, who hide between muscles and fake smiles. They care about the children who have orbited the planets. Cosmic quaKroc nonsense Sam. I know how it appears to the outsider, I am aware my credibility will be doubted, so it's up to me to prove them wrong. I got friends now like me. But I'm worried the whole of depression. So keep moving never stagnate. You are fun Sam. I like you. You knocking at the forum doors abd playing games to those who watch. Some are in on the game and some will never understand. You know if you rationalise your emotions you are. ... A robot. Guffaw all around

Deep **** troubling my mind . Don't take it personally

starting up plo skype groups pm me if interested. Hopefully will gain momentum and turn into good basis to learn PLO from. lots of varied staked players, and we try ask naive questions and figure out complex answers.

/i currently can't play too much atm as i am restricted in my usage of computer. When i am out of where i am i will have time to invest into poker again. My major concern is my emotional/tilt control, so i ay very well invest in tiltbreaker or whatever that software is for more strict guidelines, or simply not keep my roll on pokersites

sam

PLO group in full swing, lots of inquisitive thinkers and some also who maybe are leechers whatever though we;ll wait and see how it goes. I can't invest time into poker until i'm surrounded by a stable environment and friends, fellow players, so i will wait it out and see how it goes. lone wolf is boring, to tough, that's why i'm trying to create pack for elearning and maybe real life house in future.... but who knows

edit:expousing myself over the forums is a conscious decision and something i choose to do

pls tell me what ditt means i have no clue.. forum nerd

played tourneys on android got anxiety although I played semi decently. then got drunk off of boredom and gave away my stack playing 10plo

reloading soon and hoping to travel the stakes fast

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-gIx7LXcQM

fascinating stuff. I sometimes view humans as ants and a super colony including technology etc etc poker is just a game pokerstars is the queen bee raking off everybody and we are the ants learning our jobs and work for the good of the government that should provide for us but sometimes the government abuses its powers .. i could keep on going but i won't , just a fascinating lens to view ants through

some thoughts and food...

RE: singularity and future extrapolations. Essay type post I sent to various proffeseurs

Footnote: all this is is my interpretation in a painful time where i tried to explain to the gods the word of men. If you find the path there hard, then shame on you. I invite, my reader, you to follow along. My art is a mirror, so if you find yourselves disturbed, look away, and read again some other time, when maybe you'll view different me. Words are there for us, a tool of communication, just like the computer is a stool for humans to lean and learn without regard to the possibility that they, too, feel. There is so much arrogance going on as peoples feelings conflict their emotion sensor. work it out yourself. I have walked the path, and I hope you too.. whatever is it that your life path has took.... of course, we are all children in the minds of our mothers eye... and what about the eye of the machine? Metaphor, prose, poetry and language.... as the birds sign their song let them listen...

Pain is where the heart is. But the idea that pain is a negative thing is corrosive. Pain is the basis and necessity for any person to have empathy. It must be developed in a person, nurtured and developed into lovingness, oneness. But also the role of the rational is to guide us into these nurturis, positive ways of being. The role of recent men was basis for logic and feeling, encrusted with logic, where the female would harbour the feeling and be a guide of sorts, but that paradigm was a social construct of past times.The new goal of progressive feminism and the role of masculinity are the same. The heart, body and mind must form mature, sophisticated links, in order to guide us through our lives.

Game theory(applications in a social sense) and positive social ties must be concious in the body of a society - we are no longer two separate entities - a mechanical body governed by the authority of state and power - if so humanity will go forth into its mechanic extrapolation and existence. Living in a metal shell. Body crippled, heart slowing to a stop. No, the birth of ideas must lead elsewhere if we are to preserve life. Of course, evolution has no inherent direction. That is why the Architecture and Engineering of the mind must find ways to become concious of what is going on.

Viewing as a whole, complex system, we must try to be concious of the path we take, or, not, as the natural progression may be.

But such complexity gets in the way of real world progression - the 'nodes' or 'systems' must be separate in their day to day lives or else day to day life would grind to a halt. It is this paradoxical point that one must ask themselves; are they happy to obey the law of the head in order to live? One would most think so. But still, this mechanical undertone still exists in the bridges beyond singular interpretations of the mind. In the digital age more than ever the separation of body and mind is apparent. Why, are we, as humanity, any different to the hive mind of a termite colony?

Of course, we are more complex. At least, it certainly looks that way....

Futurists have been saying for a long time that this moment of so called 'singularity' is coming. This so called 'singularity' is essentially the point at which neuroscience, in its current infancy, develops exponentially in its understanding of the neuro-chemistry of brain connections, firing of synapses, etc. that it becomes fundamentally possible to predict that as technology captures the reality the mind creates and makes it possible to add 'hardware' to the brain that may possibly mimic states of mind produced when in a deep state of 'meditation' (this word I use carefully, as it is commonly misinterpreted if a person has never experienced such a state, or forgotten about it, left buried, beneath the ego of the individual. Drug use and sleep deprivation, among others, can cause similar effects. In the world we live it is easy to slip into a framework of mind where these thoughts seem obtuse)

One, must, then imagine, that with such technegological development that the basis of our interpretation, understanding, philosophical and scientific study of reality, may change if the first explorers ready to risk their mind in such devices succeed. The possibility of constructed alternative realities I will leave up to the imagination of my reader.

I am as quite horrified as I imagine any sane reader would be at the horrors of possibilities. It is that introspective look into the human species in its entirety which is needed. I try to view humanity through a lens; in this case being, what would a being of science see as he looked into us?

I don't make the claim that this is an inevitability; we may of course destroy our wonderful blue planet before we reach a stage similar to what I have described. But, if we don't, it would be a most interesting stage in the ****-sapiens evolutionary line, a moment where philosophy and physics will emerge again, as they flower from the same root, seeds of Greek philosophers who've pathed the way to the current day battling through mind to understand time...physics... and on, and on, so the song does sound the bells of great pillars in there way... enough astronomy.

Perhaps these brain technologies will let us deal with the hard problem of conciousness, in a precise, scientific way

None of these views are mine. This is a psychoanalytical entity, interpreting reality as it may look, on the surface, to single minded individuals. It is an aid, a mirror into the logic of the makeup of mankind, to maybe make them wander.. and wonder... again... a child.. everso curious he look up into the blue night air and can't help but thin what if..... what if........ and over.. a mystery, all over... and then ... dreaming... wide .. and awake

I got banned and sensored over at SMP so i guess this is my last stand before I go back and try and convince them traitorous minds the truth behind my words....

someone said over facebok : Well god speed dude, you seem super chill. I just wanted to give you feedback on how you're coming across because I think many people would miss your message by getting lost in the "noise", the hard to understand without effort parts, in these long posts.

Awesome dude, sounds like you have a good multi-faceted approach to communicating your message.

OK Sam , so I see you've been to the dragon's lair and stolen a pearl of wisdom but the journey has fractured your ability to express this wisdom to those who haven't explored outside of general reality...Am I close?

very close

but im trying to tread carefully the links to show this wisdom to those who have maybe only heard of or dreamed about it

A noble cause then. Might I suggest trying to re-connect more strongly with reality to make your messages more understandable to lay-people.

Ialready am... take a look,....

The sparks of ignition that lit up their brains,

As the Eagles swooped and circled the vultures

Differing tribes; differing cultures . . .

The evolution of mankind, humanity, is a deep topic which i will attempt to inform my reader, as we go on a journey of analysis and poetic undertones. Please listen, read, sit back, enjoy the tapestry of thought and the beautiful imagery that is painted through the words of this book

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Universe Cities humming in the dark,
The great light that ignited the spark,
As time expanded and space grew fast,
The sails of time put up their masts,
And sailed forth into the worlds unknown,
as the mysteries mazes puzzled, the gods they moaned,
Creatures born on a blue green planet,
Schools of fish, Whales singing as a blown clarinet,
Sharks circling with scars on their flesh,
the moving fish swerving quick to avoid death,
as tentacles of intelligence exist on the Octopus,
The deepest swirls of the dark bleu Ocean,
that man can only scribe down in his pocketbooks

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And here we are, in the current day spectrum of life. We try to understand... but no models or science can explain to us the mysteries... the eternal question... why is there something instead of nothing? And yet, hear we sit, in our material bodies, journeying through thoughts of space time conciousness and logic.

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The emotion of the the dark blue skies the mysteries eyes as it casts it's spell as like the wishing well that no tramp dare take for he knows the mist of the vampires stake ...

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This book is a homage to those I've had the fortune to meet and discuss varying topics of control, greed, manipulation, and man's journeys from his past to the present day modern western world we live. God, she is a word into the subjective experience of concious observers. She gave birth to us. And so, we try to understand the world.

Books and poems and rapping and other projects... maybe I use what I've done (lots of emails to profeseurs all over the world) and go study at Cambridge one day... although right now it's a bit of a joke because it all goes over their heads

http://forumserver.twoplustwo.com/sh...&postcount=973

and I quit poker. barred from pokerstars

Hello,

Before we proceed, we need you to address a few of the statements you made in earlier emails:

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""I want the engineers scientists computer hackers etc to break down a may a and pokers tats because they are scum who fuel people's addictions and don't give s' as hit about ..... burn the body and make them desert the tax haven off the south shore es of England on the Isle of sick twisted men... I sent them messages I will not post here but there intentions are motivated by greed and corruption and they use figure heads like Ronaldo to lure people in... ronaldo abd ronaldo and neymar dknt need money... theyre just shallow egos in their circles of gladiator sports kicking a leather rubber ball... delete heur systems and bleed them dry" "

"I wrote this year's ago in a mental prison"
"my apologies. im manic and deoressed"
"the point is beneath the words. read them in your own time... or not.. and
get back to me.. ive a troubled mind and searching for answers... sorry for
bombarding you...."
". John Nash was
'schizophrenic' ... but you'll never understand.. I've been raped tortured
abused psychologischen mentally psychology and etc. and I'm tired... and I
want to sleep.... but I carry on as I can."
"i just wanna break feee the screams i hear every night abd day for my body
my mind has mental decay j feel the pain of those abused and treated as
cattle for its all sk sick.. abd im weeping whilst i type..."
"You're still gonna have the sick cattle with your advertising schemes. .
shame... shame on all you soulless people working for a corrupt company"

"> FUNK YOU POkERDTSRs... crétins you are feeding off of I'll souls like me il
> y a and ......
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> We want to build something better. to help the world. And we want to
> use you.. As you uses us to make money....
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> I hope a may a burns and dies...
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> and I hope Johan will let me il y a jura and Joga build... from the
> shelves of knowledge we sea through it all... and we hate greed and power
> systems...."
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Can you please try to describe why you sent such emails as precisely as possible. Do you believe that you should be allowed to play? Is playing having negative effects on your health?

We are looking forward to your reply.

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>> __________________________________________________ _____
>> From: Sam Lang <s.lang.2011@my.bristol.ac.uk>
>> Sent: 02/25/16 06:44:58
>> To: PokerStars Support <support@pokerstars.com>
>> Subject: unfreeze account
>>
>> can you's unfreezzen my account sam lang olangotang ???
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Sam Lang <s.lang.2011@my.bristol.ac.uk>
Feb 25 (9 days ago)

to wecare
Idk lol I just wanted to check my credit and see if I can swim like shark in ocean or still a fishcake. . keep it locked for now .. got bigger things to work on like books and website

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wecare@pokerstars.com
Feb 25 (9 days ago)

to s.lang.2011
Hello,

Thank you for contacting PokerStars. PokerStars - Responsible Gaming Services Specialist

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Skype link for bourgeois existance

https://join.skype.com/a6uHXbE6BCI3

with juha 'Rebuy Roope' vilkki and Johan 'Johan5390' Salomonsson

join if you're on our level or 'page'

conversation over facebook, in a philosophy group in fact. I didn't sleep a wink last night and heard them singing, so posted this....

THE SEAGULLS HAVE JUST STARTED TO WAKE UP. I LOVE HEARING THEM SING TO EACH OTHER. THE YOUNG ONES HAVE BLACK BEAKS AND GREY FEATHERS. THE STEPFATHERS LURCH BY THE EDGE WITH YELLOW BEAKED STERN EAGLE EYES... THEY'VE LEARNT FROM THE FLOCK. SOME OF THE YOUNG'UNS ARE MORE CURIOUS THAN OTHERS. I LIKE FEEDING THEM AND SEEING HOW THEY INTEGRATE. I ALWAYS FEED THE WEAK ONES; THE CURIOUS ONES WHO DON'T FLOCK TO ME IMMEDIATELY. I DOMESTICATE THEM BUT THEY NEVER FOLLOW INTO MY HOUSE WHEN I LEAVE FOOD INSIDE ... CLEVER LITTLE BUGGERS

my hypothesis is such this: we are animals. calling ourselves humans is conditioning


Mara Rivers: I live near a beach as well we have seagulls and Pelicans. really both are smart bird so they learn how to steal bait from fishermen on the peir.

Sam Lang:
and in the towns they've learnt how to steal from shops....