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computer generated conciousness ad verb a slight mix of techno beat vibe musique that spans across the globe masterfully sowing seeds together trees in need of water to preserve life across the world... the word is world we like to think it's a globe to protect our fragile human ego but spanning across history and backwards in time to the holy angels and the divine leicester tigers roaring out to win gladiator sport on a spin football hooligans all over the world this songs for you don't hide or i'll beatbox through i'm writing lyrics over the top of the beats you subconsciously drop i'm the shadow and you're the fox

i'm not lost

so why pretend to be?

humane company

greed temptation lust and fate

it'll lead to a rainbow filled tunnel at the light at the gate

use my words or keep them locked.... for flies flee and birds flock

keeper of time is stone and rock

stock

market broke

hahaha he shame on we

oui

si

tea

cuppa

times up. no more games..

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04-06-2016 , 08:35 PM

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https://soundcloud.com/graphdeville

my producer (Niss said soundcloud is allowed mod Mike Haven!!)

he's making the beats and i'm gonna rap over the top: n-e-e-k-s-t-r-e-e-t ctrl f

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04-06-2016 , 08:37 PM

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Originally Posted by Olangotang

we decided to put it out there because why not

just gotta build the beats etc.then i'm coming at this baby hard

it's tiredsome to write **** that's heavy; any feedback or interpretations of any sort, critical or etc. are more than welcome

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04-06-2016 , 08:42 PM

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04-06-2016 , 09:15 PM

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04-06-2016 , 11:43 PM

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mystery…. the eternal eye that sees…. through trees and under the routes…. and into the dusking owls hoot…..

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04-07-2016 , 05:55 AM

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"I'm swimming through the ashes of the bridges I've burned" - I always liked quote, I feel like it catches this final burial of escapism quite well.

"It's always too late for a lot of things"

"A man in the woods
builds a house
and happily pays for planks"

"My chair falls over
my skull splits hitting the floor
death rattle and euphoria"

"The demon awakens
and licks my soul
until only sincerity remains"

I like your writings

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04-07-2016 , 11:30 AM

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Originally Posted by Olangotang

https://soundcloud.com/graphdeville

my producer (Niss said soundcloud is allowed mod Mike Haven!!)

he's making the beats and i'm gonna rap over the top: n-e-e-k-s-t-r-e-e-t ctrl f

Cool, I'll check it out when you got a track.

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04-08-2016 , 04:57 AM

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thankyou

I like your quotes

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04-08-2016 , 07:27 AM

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Thank you!
Only the first one is a quote, though, I wrote the others myself, I used to do a lot of scribbles

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04-08-2016 , 07:55 AM

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Ah, I thought so but wasn't sure, they're like abstract haikus very cool add more if you feel like it and I'll turn em into a poem

for instance give me ten words and I write a poem about it

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04-08-2016 , 08:28 AM

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Sounds cool, I'll do that sometimes soon for sure

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04-08-2016 , 02:43 PM

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Originally Posted by Olangotang

and I quit poker. barred from pokerstars

Hello,

Before we proceed, we need you to address a few of the statements you made in earlier emails:

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""I want the engineers scientists computer hackers etc to break down a may a and pokers tats because they are scum who fuel people's addictions and don't give s' as hit about ..... burn the body and make them desert the tax haven off the south shore es of England on the Isle of sick twisted men... I sent them messages I will not post here but there intentions are motivated by greed and corruption and they use figure heads like Ronaldo to lure people in... ronaldo abd ronaldo and neymar dknt need money... theyre just shallow egos in their circles of gladiator sports kicking a leather rubber ball... delete heur systems and bleed them dry" "

"I wrote this year's ago in a mental prison"
"my apologies. im manic and deoressed"
"the point is beneath the words. read them in your own time... or not.. and
get back to me.. ive a troubled mind and searching for answers... sorry for
bombarding you...."
". John Nash was
'schizophrenic' ... but you'll never understand.. I've been raped tortured
abused psychologischen mentally psychology and etc. and I'm tired... and I
want to sleep.... but I carry on as I can."
"i just wanna break feee the screams i hear every night abd day for my body
my mind has mental decay j feel the pain of those abused and treated as
cattle for its all sk sick.. abd im weeping whilst i type..."
"You're still gonna have the sick cattle with your advertising schemes. .
shame... shame on all you soulless people working for a corrupt company"

"> FUNK YOU POkERDTSRs... crétins you are feeding off of I'll souls like me il
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> We want to build something better. to help the world. And we want to
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> I hope a may a burns and dies...
>
> and I hope Johan will let me il y a jura and Joga build... from the
> shelves of knowledge we sea through it all... and we hate greed and power
> systems...."
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Can you please try to describe why you sent such emails as precisely as possible. Do you believe that you should be allowed to play? Is playing having negative effects on your health?

We are looking forward to your reply.

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>> __________________________________________________ _____
>> From: Sam Lang <s.lang.2011@my.bristol.ac.uk>
>> Sent: 02/25/16 06:44:58
>> To: PokerStars Support <support@pokerstars.com>
>> Subject: unfreeze account
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>> can you's unfreezzen my account sam lang olangotang ???
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Sam Lang <s.lang.2011@my.bristol.ac.uk>
Feb 25 (9 days ago)

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Idk lol I just wanted to check my credit and see if I can swim like shark in ocean or still a fishcake. . keep it locked for now .. got bigger things to work on like books and website

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Feb 25 (9 days ago)

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Hello,

Thank you for contacting PokerStars. PokerStars - Responsible Gaming Services Specialist

I must appologise to amaya for what I wrote. so here it is - sorry and sincerely I didn't mean any of the words.... they were merely a source of pain i placed burden upon so shame on me for that....

mod please delete this post

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04-08-2016 , 09:18 PM

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John Nash, a beautiful mind
The story of Nobel prize winner John Forbes Nash, Jr. proves that psychiatrists are wrong about schizophrenia being a brain disease like Alzheimers and Parkinson's. The movie about Nash, a Beautiful Mind, starring actor Russell Crowe, is a misleading distortion of his story.

In his early twenties, Nash was internationally recognized as a mathematical genius. While in graduate school at Princeton University he developed a brilliant new economic model about the ways that people and groups reach bargaining agreements. His fame increased as he worked as a young professor and an associate at the Rand Corporation.

At the age of thirty, however, he developed delusions about getting messages from space and was diagnosed as having paranoid schizophrenia. In looking back at what happened, Nash says, "my ideas about supernatural beings came to me the same way my mathematical ideas did. So I took them seriously."

His wife, Alicia, had him involuntary admitted to a psychiatric hospital fro treatment half a dozen times in the 1960's, but after those experiences he adamantly refused further hospital treatment and medications. He described his insulin shock treatments as torture and the medications as making him "foggy." He was appalled at what he saw happening to mental hospital patients.

From that time on, he refused hospitalization, psychiatric treatment, and medications. He lost his teaching position and his job at Rand. For about ten years he drifted around the United States and Europe. Although Alicia divorced him, she always cared for him deeply and later invited him to move into her home near Princeton. For the next twenty years he walked the halls and corridors at Princeton, where he became known as the Phantom. At night he would write mathematical formulas and strange messages on blackboards. Faculty members and the administration at Princeton felt a benign, protective toleration for him. They told concerned students that Nash was a legendary genius who had "flipped out."

In the motion picture about Nash, a Beautiful Mind, actor Russell Crowe does a superb job acting out psychiatry's beliefs about schizophrenia. Director Ron Howard and actor Russell Crowe followed what the consulting psychiatrists think schizophrenia is. They did not seek input from John Nash, however, even though they shot the film at Princeton where Nash teaches. Crowe met Nash once during the filming when Nash walked by to see what they were doing.

Sylvia Nasar, author of a Beautiful Mind, her award winning book about Nash, says that the movie is "a fictionalized version" of her book. (Newsweek, March 8, 2002, p. 52.) The film distorts Nash's true story in two significant ways. One is that he never had hallucinations (featured prominently in the movie), he had delusions (of getting messages from space.)

Second, the movie incorrectly portrays him as controlling his symptoms by taking medications. The truth is that at the age of sixty, over thirty years after his mental breakdown, all traces of his so-called schizophrenia disappeared with no medications. Nash wrote in 1995, "Gradually I began to intellectually reject some of the delusionally induced lines of thinking that had been characteristic of my orientation." And in 1996, "I emerged from irrational thinking, ultimately, without medicine other than the natural hormonal processes of aging."

Nash resumed teaching university courses in mathematics, and was regarded by all as a fully recovered. With his sanity returned, the Nobel prize committee awarded him the Nobel prize in economics in 1994 for the brilliant contributions he made as a young man.

The well documented life of John Forbes Nash, Jr. shows that modern psychiatrists are wrong when they declare that schizophrenia is a brain disease like Alzheimer's, Parkinson's, or multiple sclerosis. Many people with schizophrenia do not progressively deteriorate if untreated. Just the opposite, most improve over time. Many people diagnosed with schizophrenia, like Nash, have recovered on their own without any treatment, something never accomplished by a person with Parkinson's, Alzheimer's, or multiple sclerosis.

The movie, a Beautiful Mind, is one more example of how psychiatry's delusions about schizophrenia continue to be spread, unchallenged, through our main stream culture.

I have received 'messages from space'... does that make me deluded?

I guess sammy boy it's how you react to them

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04-08-2016 , 09:43 PM

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actually don't delete... why even try

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04-08-2016 , 10:01 PM

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Mara Rivers He was remarkable.
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Sam Lang
Sam Lang did you read my writings?
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Sam Lang
Sam Lang ive expanded on his works... but i'm a deluded person with bipolar apparently
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Sam Lang
Sam Lang the film does him no justice
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Sam Lang
Sam Lang you click like so i hope that means you actually liked the link and clicked and read it all the way through or are planning on smile emoticon
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Mara Rivers
Mara Rivers Yes, most of them, you are psychologically minded as your underlying understanding of the processes show.
I'm a highly intelligent diagnosed schizophrenic,
Thank you for understanding
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Sam Lang
Sam Lang the poetry is the purest form of communication we have
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Mara Rivers
Mara Rivers Yes I liked it and your understanding of John Nash
He did math, I do words
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Sam Lang
Sam Lang thank you for understanding
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