Haven't played recently bc honestly my emotional stability has = 0 ... so I'm thinking about starting back tmw.. but still not really feeling the best about sitting on the felt

The meta feels off..

Go get em

Why exactly is OP being interviewed on multiple poker shows?

Fair and valid question me thinks

Obvi bc my kitty is prettier than yours?

Fair enough - but you'll never out-cute my puppies!

Maybe because it's just a tad bit more entertaining to hear me whine instead of winners like you

#AnswersForDays

Her milkshake brings all the boys to the yard...

Is it a direct result of this thread?

Feels like this milkshake just went decaf.

I was referring to your interviews.

Of course it is. Having women on anything in poker is usually going to be GTO, even if it isn't because of anything to do with poker ability/success. I imagine the two shows she has been on have 99% guys listening, most of those guys are going to enjoy hearing anything a woman has to say poker related/really anything related compared to anything else they might be able to get on in that time.

Girl makes interesting post on 2p2 that gets some attention, lives in vegas, is in pursuit of the poker dream, has lived quite the life so far, it makes for an entertaining segment if done correct. Even if some parts of the story/adventure are true/false/in the middle. Reading through some of the later posts ITT now lol, this thread is great.

Confirmed not a catfish

Very interesting and impressive story! Will definitely follow. Best of luck!

Let's be honest, it's a pretty terrible movie. Them feels at the end though amirite.

I think there was enough stuff blowing up to keep my attention for most of the 2 hour movie, but Avengers 2 was way better

Sometimes nothing goes right for weeks, months, even years... Sometimes my ambition and motivation disappear, and suddenly it's like I'm in the middle of the ocean on an island with a single tree wondering, "How the **** did I get here?" as I scratch my head while I get burned.

Then I stop thinking so much, and I let the chaos in my mind settle down... now this is when despondency appears. So comforting, hollow and empty this feeling, yet it ignites a desire to figure out what changed, a desire to feel good again.

I think through endless possible causes, while I blame everyone around me who could have been the reason until one day I look up into the mirror and look at myself.

That's when I realize what happened, I changed.

I didn't lose my motivation, nor the belief that I can accomplish anything I set my mind to, in fact I think it was all quite the opposite.

I felt like I was losing something I had worked so hard for. I thought I was falling apart on the inside, but I wasn't.

I was breaking down who I was so that I can become who I want to be.

I'm not losing hope, I'm changing my perspective so that everything will go RIGHT for weeks, months, years.. ^_^

If I see things a bit differently, maybe my inspiration looks a little bit different now too.

Moms birthday was yesterday, happy I got to wish her another one

I declined drinks with a couple friends this week, I feel good about that. Blazed all week and took some me time.

Working on actually writing down goals too.

I also think I'm just gonna make a Vision Board, it'll make me feel like my goals are actually tangible whether they are or not

My sleeping schedule has been a bit off, but I'm back to waking up early and making it through almost the whole day with only like 1 or 2 quickie naps where I don't even fall asleep I just cuddle with my pillows for emotional support

I've played some online, but honestly haven't even felt like playing any poker all week Smh BUT I've been doing my "I'm a luckbox" meditation all week, so I'll probably hit Wynn over the weekend at some point

My roommate is teaching me how to cook #Points!

Always important to take time to reflect on yourself and find ways to improve. Good for you on skipping the drinks.

In the flip side, how much live poker have you actually played over the last few weeks?

Have you ever thought about streaming on twitch. People seem to be interested in you.

Choose your ride in the carnival of life.




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Since moving to Vegas in March I've played less than 30 hours of live poker spread over several different sessions in different poker rooms, and a handful of daLily tournaments ..

I've been worried more about stabilizing my life before WSOP than putting in hours on the poker table because right now that's what I feel is more important.

Initially when I moved back to California in December after playing online for about 6 months I was worried about if I'd even be able to readjust to playing live poker again. After my first few sessions there are some habits I noticed I had picked up while playing online that were making it difficult to play well live. Things like tilt, lack of continued focus, and not being able to remember HH as well as before made me want to work on other aspects of my game, which in turn lead me to believe that if I balanced My life outside of poker WITH poker, then I'd more more capable of making better decisions while playing.

I tend to not feel like playing if I feel like I'm playing poorly, and last Thursday I played a 1/3 session at PH when I wasn't even coherent and lost $500, I'm still a little butt hurt about it, but it made me want to fix the biggest leak I have in poker, which is gambling and drinking.

I'm hoping to start putting more hours in this week ... probably at Wynn since they have chocolate milk

Lol I've thought about it, just don't know how it works..?

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