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06-10-2016 , 10:54 AM
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Originally Posted by spaceman Bryce
It is kind of an odd sensation knowing that I am about to embark on a journey where I must unlock a bunch of my own mental strengths.They are buried so deep via years of insanely bad habits and waste that I am unsure if they can be unearthed. There has been so little effort on my part that I don't know If I'm capable of putting in effort to relearn anything. I must retrain my own mind to stick to goals and to study, I never really studied anything. The first thing I must do is accept my current situation; I'm a 30 year old grocery store employee with 5 k in gambling debts. I am about to fly to Vegas and wager money on a game I am only marginally good at. The second thing I must do is destroy my own habits to create a clean slate. The third thing I must do is to learn things.

Learning things will be difficult because I haven't actually learned any new skills since I was 14. I have talked about learning things. I have learned about things but learning about things isn't the same as learning things. For example learning about ww2 isn't the same thing as being able to engineer a plane or engage in cyber warfare. Learning about people isn't the same thing as learning statistics and Bayesian analysis.
i need to learn things.
Good luck.

-Pancho
06-12-2016 , 04:19 PM
Update?
06-20-2016 , 04:58 PM
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Originally Posted by Villian1
Update?
vegas went really bad. ill write a very short paragraph or two about it when i stop being dissapointed.
06-22-2016 , 03:50 AM
lets rate the 129 things to do instead of suicid e list

Test-drive a convertible with the top down1/10 no interest

Work up your American Idol audition5/10 fun but i would be terrible

Go to a music store and play drums8/1o, totally stupid

Design your own line of clothing7/10

Do a murder mystery partythat sounds like lot of work for someone who is suicidal hard to rate

Get a psychic reading5/10

Have fake business cards madeim going to do this



WATCH A SUNRISE4/10

Start a collection3/10 already have acollection

Go horseback riding7

Go to a tanning salon7

Spend the day eating junk food2

Play with Legos1

Make a lemonade stand for charity6

Take a bubble bath5

Redo your MySpace or Facebook page5

Play miniature golfthis only moderately fun if you have the right type of friend also good opportunity to make 20 dollar bets

Read a book of New Yorker cartoons4

Watch wildlife9

Phone your grandmother8

Paint a wall mural in your roomcant

Send a message in a bottle6

Put on prom clothes and eat by candlelight10

Lift weightsno u



GO TO A TACKY TOURIST SPOT 5

Have a meal at an airport1

Study cows10

Make puppets9

Go to the mall and try on something you’d never wear7

Make a video for YouTube8

Work up an impression of your favorite celebrity6

Get decals for your car3

Take up belly dancing or tango6

Do some star gazing6

Go through your clothes and donate some to charity5

Buy someone roses5

Have your portrait made6

Watch Seinfeld reruns5

Go roller-skating5

Dye your hair6

Plant a treei wont actually do this could be nice though

Go to a 12-Step meetingnot happening

Make cookiestoo many cookies already

Learn Sudokualready did

Take a walk6

Buy a puppycant



TAKE NATURE PICTURES 6

Go to a moviedefinition of a 5

Get a massagepotentially 8

Go to the libraryno way

Meditate6

Plan a safari6

Go skydiving or ballooning7

Call a friend who’s in worse shape than you are4

Go to the gym and work out in a new way5

Write a poemmy poetry is terrible

Rearrange the furniture in your room5

Plan your weddingwhat do you think i do all day?

Get a racquet ball game going5

Meet a friend at a restaurant

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VISIT SOME PLACE CREEPY

Attack a household chore

Go to a waterslide park

Write your memoirs

Watch a live theater production

Visit a theme park

Throw a spontaneous party

Ride a rollercoaster

Make Play Dough and do a sculpture

Get acupuncture or acupressure treatments

Walk barefoot in the grass

Practice a musical instrument

Draw a wall-sized picture

Do some yoga

Play Barbies or GI Joe with some little kids

Count your blessings

Draw a picture of your pet

Tour a factory

Rent a limo

Build a time capsule

Buy a new video game

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PLAN YOUR TRIP TO EUROPE

Get a scavenger hunt going

Make pancakes

Dance to the video game “Dance Revolution”

Visit a college

Take a ride on public transportation


Go bowling

Read an old yearbook

Visit a nursing home

Go to a thrift store and buy something silly

Watch “The Matrix” or “Cinderella Diaries” again

Play Frisbee

Write a letter to your Congressman

Go rock-climbing

Watch baseball at the park

Ride your bicycle

Charge up a bill on a credit card

Make homemade pasta

Learn how photoshop pictures

Do a water sport like swimming, tubing or canoeing

Have a picnic, indoors is okay

Get a manicure or hair cut

Go to church or synagogue

Fly a kite

Knit

Toast marshmallows

Take up golf

Take an online course

Put together a model of a car or airplane

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WAKE UP YOUR DOG AND GO FOR A WALK

Go skate boarding

Play basketball

Ask someone new for a date

Go to a big-time sports event

Visit a history museum

Jump rope

Build a snowman or a sand sculpture

Read a book you loved as a kid

Visit college websites and pick the best

Do 500 jumping jacks or push-ups

Go to the zoo

Learn to juggle

Catch fireflies

Try a new ethnic restaurant

Cut the grass

Get tickets to be in an audience at a TV show

Make sandwiches for the homeless

Visit an art museum

PHONE 1-800-SUICIDE



People Care. I love you.
06-22-2016 , 03:50 AM
ill rate the rest later. its from a blog
06-22-2016 , 07:32 AM
Solid list.
06-22-2016 , 08:19 AM
#72 is the best
06-22-2016 , 08:23 AM
"Take a ride on public transportation"
Made me laugh.

I would add: "whine on some forum until you yourself are bored by your whining"

"dye your hair" -> 10. bonus "dye your hair green"
06-22-2016 , 08:37 AM
What kind of collection do you have?
06-22-2016 , 02:01 PM
can you not paint a wall mural in your room because you're afraid of your parents or because you're afraid of your own artistic talent?
06-22-2016 , 02:26 PM
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Have fake business cards madeim going to do this
nice, what will they say?

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Put on prom clothes and eat by candlelight10
I thought it said porn clothes the first time I read it.

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Make a video for YouTube8
what kind of video would you make?

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Meet a friend at a restaurant
oh I did this today! It was funs.

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Do 500 jumping jacks or push-ups
wut. 500 pushups is wayyyy harder than 500 jumping jacks.

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Learn to juggle
Juggling is fun, not that hard to learn, and it's really impressive to people who can't.
06-23-2016 , 02:28 AM
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Originally Posted by lapka

I would add: "whine on some forum until you yourself are bored by your whining"
I would also add that in general I dont think i have anything interesting to say right now so thats part of it as well.
06-23-2016 , 02:29 AM
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Originally Posted by Villian1
What kind of collection do you have?
rather embarrasingly I have a large collection of mtg cards and beanie babies.
06-23-2016 , 02:29 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by krunic
nice, what will they say?



I thought it said porn clothes the first time I read it.



what kind of video would you make?



oh I did this today! It was funs.



wut. 500 pushups is wayyyy harder than 500 jumping jacks.



Juggling is fun, not that hard to learn, and it's really impressive to people who can't.
hi krunic . I already made a silly video today but im prob not going to upload it lol.
06-23-2016 , 02:37 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by ScreaminAsian
can you not paint a wall mural in your room because you're afraid of your parents or because you're afraid of your own artistic talent?
because of a number of clauses in my apartment contract. I take care fo myself mostly.
06-23-2016 , 08:34 PM
who are you people and why do i post here?
06-23-2016 , 08:34 PM
We are us and this is your blog, thats why!
06-23-2016 , 08:45 PM
what i us i dont care what is this
06-23-2016 , 08:46 PM
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Originally Posted by spaceman Bryce
what i us i dont care what is this
Good point
06-23-2016 , 10:06 PM
I like Bryce. I like Blog.
06-29-2016 , 01:29 AM
I had a dream I was going to a school to major in dentistry and I had to around this large imaginary campus and find all these books on this list that i needed and i was 10 minutes late for class so I got an F on the first quiz and then i sat at home trying to figure out what the best grade i could still get in the class was and while that happened in a really painful manner my teeth began to fall out.
06-29-2016 , 02:06 AM
I have a semi recurring dream about having to finish school (even though I graduated long ago) . For me, I think it has to do with job stress
06-29-2016 , 03:18 AM
http://www.teethfallingoutdream.org/...h-falling-out/
What does it mean when you dream about your teeth falling out? This symbol has both negative and positive meanings:

Negative meanings
Insecurities, especially about a personal loss
Anxiety about sexual experience
A compromise that is costly to you
Life changes and “growing pains”
Fear of becoming older

Positive meanings
Signs of personal expansion
Wish or need to nurture yourself more carefully
An invitation to explore feelings of loss and personal growth
A call to look at your support system
The Jungian interpretation: Times of renewal and “rebirth”
07-05-2016 , 04:52 AM
like an old friend for lack of a better term and believe me that is quite lacking
or maybe you shouldn't believe me because if that's what I have to work with if thats whats left there's really no point in bothering ...knocking always using knocking to describe moving forward with resistance and the potential of the unknown so is it really knocking if I'm the one at my old friends door.
What I mean to say is I have been hiding from my old friend for awhile now 18 years i suppose and that is why I am always so worried and needy I have been hiding from my old friends door
but it isnt really knocking if youve been there many times before . My old friend is MADNESS.Its here and I never need to knock anymore.
07-05-2016 , 04:58 AM
My friend zain went back to pakistan but he wants me to call him tiger so i do who will help me pull all the expired things now and pernicious isnt a fun word at all

      
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