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Originally Posted by kioshk
Where you at lately, Bryceman.
I have had a spiritual transformation. I have become vegan and believe in a god.10 years ago, I used to feel as though society was oppressing me and that everything i had was being taken from me and that i did not deserve any of this and wanted to kill myself.
Now the complete opposite is true; i believe that society is not taking things from me and that i have many gifts some of them wasted and i deserve all the pain i have felt and more- i deserve to die and i dont want to kill myself.
I have truly glimpsed beyond what most people understand or see especially in the western world. I think that before people can truly understand what good is that they must understand what horror truly is because the world is a horrible place. There is a difference between intellectually understanding that there are wealthy people plundering the earth, that people are being murdered, that slavery still exists and truly feeling and understanding the machinations behind this madness. When you really see the horror for what it is you can became to understand what true goodness is.
In our world they abduct people and keep them in tiny cages continously raping and murdering them infinium, stealing their babies and families and
sucking the milk and honey out of them forever. If you are wondering who "they" is, they is just a word for the "winners" whatever they may be. The farmer "winning" over his cattle, the master "winning" over his servant. but they are not the winners.
The good things really are love and family and friends and hard work.The work itself, not what you get out of it. Your friends, not what you can get from them. And so i am eating vegan and learning and loving. I don't care about "winning".