you are a goddess. we speak your name!

St. Louis is where the west begins, too bad about the trolls think the house of blogs is somewhat of a "safe" zone although BlazinAces seems to have attracted a loyal troll herd.

Driving on low sleep though, that is a risky proposition and one I'd advise against unless of course you were sneaking in some power naps in which case party on Wayne!

Don't listen to those trolls! There will be idiots around us for the rest of our lives, just use them as examples of how not to be. May your life be fantastic!

I was driving on an insane amount of low sleep and was high/drunk as ****. what happened- i have no desire to explain what happened on a forum full of pos who are like how do i even know you live in kansas? despite four people meeting me there and me posting multiple documents about it and scum who wouldnt believe a story about me eating a pbj sandwich- a lot of posters on here are going to burn in hell for their treatment of me on here. As if im not a part of the serious conversations of twoplustwo or a character and they are even though ive been posting here for ten years so its total extreme level of bs, this is literally the least interesting website for me to post on in the world right now even though i have such a huge history here.
its just way way beyond ridiculous that anyone would treat me that way. and those people are lucky im nice. karma will get them in the ened for their despicable actions.

Bryce, who is saying these things about you?

im just venting im sorry ok. im just really mad in general. possibly no one. i feel better that i wrote about it though. I really want to vent about my family more than twoplustwo posters but i think its wrong to do that on the internet.

brock,

i know he likes to engage in the political debates here, but, it rather seems like a thinly-veiled attack on a certain misbehaving mod, if you ask me.

Bryce,

ignore the guys, who attacks you. I mean come on. There are more people here, who actually like you.

Do you have someone in RL with whom you can vent about the family. Friends? Therapiest?

I mean it is clear that you have some issues in the fam, but who does not. It is perfectly normal to have some issues. And I understand, that you feel uneasy about venting them on the internet. But then talk with someone in RL. I think that it is pretty healthy to rant about some issues. Gives, at least me, always a better perspective.

Im just acting poorly. There are very very few people on here who have familial problems like mine if any. The only person who has similar problems that im aware of is jmakin which is why i wanted to talk about it with him in private sometime.. There are probably like a handful of other people as well on this site but i do not know of them. I actually do have friends to talk about this stuff in real life which is why this whole things is basically me acting poorly.
but not a lot because im not completely out and my familial situation... is totally unrelatable to poor grocery store employees. like.. no one like me works in a grocery store for more than a couple years.ever.

Waiting at cvs for an ear infection walk in I think someone also named bryce butted in front of me

Nervously cleaning my apartment I'm having a guy over tonight.

Bryce, I arched my eyebrows at your St. Louis exploits. Missouri ftw! Anything goes in the Show-Me State, baby.

Looks like Bryce is taking someone to pound town!

Today marks a turning point in spaceman bryce history. For the firsttime in my lifetime I can finally be interested enough in a supreme court opinion to read the whole thing.

I heard Obama is gonna make straight people pay an additional tax if they don't get gay married

I bet on stormfront they actually think this.

when are you gonna get married iyo?

I had no idea you were so interested in the affordable Care act...

Where you at lately, Bryceman.

I have had a spiritual transformation. I have become vegan and believe in a god.10 years ago, I used to feel as though society was oppressing me and that everything i had was being taken from me and that i did not deserve any of this and wanted to kill myself.
Now the complete opposite is true; i believe that society is not taking things from me and that i have many gifts some of them wasted and i deserve all the pain i have felt and more- i deserve to die and i dont want to kill myself.

I have truly glimpsed beyond what most people understand or see especially in the western world. I think that before people can truly understand what good is that they must understand what horror truly is because the world is a horrible place. There is a difference between intellectually understanding that there are wealthy people plundering the earth, that people are being murdered, that slavery still exists and truly feeling and understanding the machinations behind this madness. When you really see the horror for what it is you can became to understand what true goodness is.
In our world they abduct people and keep them in tiny cages continously raping and murdering them infinium, stealing their babies and families and
sucking the milk and honey out of them forever. If you are wondering who "they" is, they is just a word for the "winners" whatever they may be. The farmer "winning" over his cattle, the master "winning" over his servant. but they are not the winners.

The good things really are love and family and friends and hard work.The work itself, not what you get out of it. Your friends, not what you can get from them. And so i am eating vegan and learning and loving. I don't care about "winning".

Your new path is admirable.
Good luck with the enlightenment.

Congrats on the enlightenment Bryce! Good to hear your feeling happier!