Again, weird day. The paramour thing came and went. I wouldn't sleep with her if she was the last woman on Earth. Absolutely love her as a person, but no way in hell.
Hit the casino with $200. Rearing to ****ing go, okay? No desire for anything but to burn through the money and test non running count 21. 15 ****ing hands into I'm bust and I won 2 ****ing hands for $5 a piece. Of course I put $5 on the lucky ladies 3 times to affirm My degenarcy....
I apply for a job at a store where there will be an absolutely unlimited supply of hot as hell older women. Good vibes from the manager. Also, I'm going back to Church.