With just 12k coin in I've played in last 6 weeks I bet I get 20-30 hotel nights and at least $300 a month between the 2 casinos

Comps are really sad tho. It's just a poor man's dividend

Tonight's therapy session .. The best podcast out there

http://www.stitcher.com/podcast/bhat...de-18-48519548

You motivated me to play for the first time in a month but you aren't here lol

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Wake Up


Lover959 "Wake up!! Wake up!!

Newday "Huh huh what what"

Lover959 "Case dismissed. We gotta go to bank and get our money"

Lover959 "And open up one of those Walmart direct deposit ****s"

Newday "Yeah.. Good old Walmart bank. You get your direct deposit 2 days early"

Lover959 "Yeah if you want to look at the positive side of all this ****"

I'm at Winstar now

https://mobile.twitter.com/crazypoke...808329/photo/1

Drive was great today

Ordering a burger now and may play video poker before poker.

Burgers are not bad in poker room.

I got $800 on me.

Dude ****ed up my burger. I ordered cheese on it. I'm already on tilt and I just got here

I hit a wild royal with like 4 hands in

https://mobile.twitter.com/crazypoke...674048/photo/1

Going to walk around and look for Walking Dead and get a rum and coke

Will play poker before night is done

The drive on Saturday is great. For the past couple of years the drive has had a tendency to be rough even in the middle of the night due to all the I-35 construction.

I took today off to watch the UFC instead.

I don't think I ever ordered a burger in the poker room. Probably never will. I tend to accrue infinite comps and rarely use them but if I do use them it's generally for a sit down restaurant.

I hope you ran good!

Panic

Newday "You didn't even play poker!"

Lover959 "I know! It went all downhill after Game of Thrones bonus round"

Lover959 "I got the other account. I'm going to use to pay all my bills"
Login
Mortgage bill paid
Cable bill paid
Hoa bill paid
Insurance paid

Newday "Holy **** what if the bank decides charges are yours?"

Lover959 "Paul from Ga said it will just go to collections."

Lover959 "That bitch trustee owes me 4K"

Newday "Your lawyer said you won't get it until next month. That sneaky bitch prolly did not even dismiss your case"

Newday "You already getting foreclosure notices from property tax authorities to!"

Lover959 "There is a meeting today"

Newday. "So ... they let that one dude sleep in his car"

Newday "They are not going to bail you out"

Lover959 "Let's go I'm going to get $500 more out of the other account"

Newday "You pulled $500 last night"

Lover959 "I need a cushion to get through a few weeks of hell"

Newday "Why did you flip out on that bitch Friday? Going back your old job is destroying you"

Lover959 "Maybe she will complain and I will get fired"

Lover959 "I can move in with my mom and sister. start over and sack groceries"

Newday "You hate the Northwest"

Lover959 I hate this. I hate this state of misersy

It is not painful enough.
The highs you get from hitting royal flash on VP are still higher than that. I don't know.....

For me it was somewhen a point, where I completely clearly understood with every fiber of my soul, that if I continue like I did, it will remain as ****ty as it is. And I don't want this ****ty. I can have it better.

I don't know...... I don't think that GA group is going to help.

I don't know..... For me the trick at the beginning was really just not to have the money. I could stop borrowing, but if money would be there I would have gambled it away.

May be you should pay 3 k a month for your insolvence. And may be it would be good for your peace of mind to see with how little you can survive. The hint: you can survive on zero and be no less happy than now.

Duuuuuuude........ reallly........ stop living so sad.

The best way to end the misery is to get yourself self banned from the casinos and pickup new hobbies.

Ok I may do that. I prolly have $800 in comps coming.

It is nice to have friends in area understand my affliction.

I may need to crash on your couch for a couple of weeks in a month or so.

I'll keep you posted!!

I'm heading to Eatsies then Katie Trail. Nice day. I'll be fine!

The trustee doesn't want to pay my taxes. So I'm giving her the big F U so I can save my house.

I get what your saying tho.

Newday "Take it easy! You are bouncing off the wall. Don't go to the bank"

Newday "Get on Tinder or something"

Lover959 "Good idea. I'm not dressed for a date. I got holes in shorts and tennis shoes"

Lover959 "I'm dressed for Winstar"

Newday "Look that beautiful sun. Go for a walk"

Lover959 "Good idea. Then I'll go cruising."

Lover959 "I got a match ... Britany.."

Newday. "It's going to be a crazy night"

Lover959. "Hell Ya... I might not come back alive"

Newday. Turn this **** way up_

Tonight's Therapy Session
Some common sense advice ... Taking weekend off

http://youcanbetonthat.com/102-dealing-with-losses

Maybe take a couple months off until comps/freeplay start rolling in

Native America

Lover959 "Look at those rolling hills"

Newday "Breautiful"

Lover959 "I almost dated a Native American. You know they migrated thousands of years ago from the Asian peninsula when the land was connected"

https://mobile.twitter.com/crazypoke...134016/photo/1

Lover959 "Oh man I missed that lake exit"

Newday "and we wind up here"

https://mobile.twitter.com/crazypoke...441856/photo/1

Lover959 "I'm going to that gas station to get 60 bucks and a banana muffin"

Newday. "Good idea. Don't us casino ATM"

Lover959. "That will give about $600 roll. Bowling ally bar has 99.7 machine"

Newday "going to play quarter? "

Lover959 "yes"

Newday "sad"

Lover959 "Those gas station cashiers were Native American. The lady with long black hair. Beautiful"

Newday "cool"

Newday "She is smokin"

Lover959 "Yeah"

You playing poker today?

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Panic 2

Newday "ahhh man what happened?... Your night was going so well. You were up over 1k..

https://mobile.twitter.com/crazypoke...834881/photo/1

That hot Denison blond gave you her number."

Lover959 "Then I blew it all"

Newday "You got 30 dollars left for gas and a meal. You don't get paid for another 2 weeks!!"

Newday "You could of got a nice room. She was staying here tonight. You could of hooked hooked up"

Lover959 "Long bitter ride home. Cold outside to"

Cold

Lover959 "Kind of chilly night. This gas station coffee ain't warming me up"

Newday. "Just drive"

Burn my world down

"I'll burn my world down again for umpteenth time" Bob Darrel AA

Newday "Hey you want to hear a good joke?"

Newday "Colonel Custer walks into casino and later that night he walks out like Boy George...hahahaha!"

Newday "Your going to beat yourself up all day, all week, all month now "

Lover959 "Yeah"

Newday "You ever get tired of this ****?"