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Originally Posted by JPII
Smoking alot everyday is def not good. Will always lead to weed/self hatred on some level in the end. And will leave ur head in a constant "fog". And really make u miserable. Cause u DON'T want to smoke anymore, but all u want to do IS smoke. Ur miserable when ur NOT high, but ur miserable when u ARE high. Horrible vicious cycle. Been there many times myself. The only solution here is to quit for a while, and when u start back, do it in moderation only. U'll enjoy it more anyway, and u won't go thru all the negative addict effects. Allow urself a "treat" after a stressfull day at work, etc.
i agreed with everything in your post but particularly liked the above quote. youre right about poker and weed too; some can, some cant, but everyone has a threshold where smoking more weed would result in diminished ability.
both kaj kyle and sa3 have taken me up on my bet (separately). im not gonna make this my blog or anything so ill only update sporadically if at all, but i thought it was worth mentioning that, oddly enough, i feel a huge sense of relief. often i would wake up and think, ok definitely no weed today, and then over the course of the day i would find a way to flip that into the exact opposite. with this bet i KNOW that 3 days of the week its just not happening and i dont have to deal with fighting myself all day. lets you get on with the rest of your life. i havent found it particularly difficult, in fact, its kind of made me want to smoke less weed in the sense that im much more content with not being high so i think about it less.