first, this is a phenomenal well.
a few of the 5 guys you mentioned on stars as playing so unconventionally and being tough are the same guys that used to just plague me to the point where unless there was one *GOOD* spot, i'd just sit out. i knew it was bad for the game, but i didn't want to battle them and didn't dedicate myself to studying their games.
they reminded me of top nl players at the time, placing you in tough spots where you'd be guessing at their range (very often). i would have rather played w/ the younger versions of the standard 2p2ers by far as that would have had me opening up my game a bit whereas i'd have to shut it down vs. them. having been out of the poker world a while, it seems the most successful players are a) well balanced vs. good players, and b) much laggier (w/ purpose/cause/logic) than was standard.
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I saw one of your videos once and it made me feel bad about myself for not working nearly as hard and extremely impressed and how far you had taken the pursuit of perfection (whether or not you had found it, I wouldn't know). It certainly was scary tho. <hat tip>
DITTO VERY VERY MUCH SO.
this was a curse and a blessing though. had i spent that much time, i dont' think i'd have left poker despite the maxed out and variable earning potential.
scary indeed. i think one thing is scarier...that there was a group of players working just about as hard as you were but literally every time they took a shot, they got beat back down. and definitely not by poor play on the whole.
luck is such a huge factor that i think realistically, even if you knew then what you know now, you still may not have wanted to use a 50-100bb mini roll to take a shot at higher games. ofc, it still could have been a great decision, but dealing w/ 'being beat back down' isn't something that is fun, whether it's due to variance, not being ready, tilt, poor play, or some of all of the above. those knock on effects shouldn't be discounted.
again, thanks for doing this well.