Most of these YOLO topics I follow usually started with either one of these situations:
A: I'm a guy in my early twety's, just finished my college degree but guess what? I'm a true degen, I'm gonna try myself as a pro and I'm sleeping in my car.
B: I'm a guy who hates his job/ just got fired, I'm kinda degen I'm gonna try myself as a pro I'm sleeping in ****ty motels/ friend's couches
So what is the common aspect in those stories? Really important: they ALL have a Plan B to fall back on. They might be degens but they are not uneducated/unemployed. They're doing what they're doing BY CHOICE not by anger, depression, desperation. Having a plan B is the most important imo and you're having none. Playing at the tables and knowing you can just go back and print money with a regular job just takes off a huge burden off your back. Poker is stressfull enough as it is, don't make it more stressfull by being a guy who HAS TO make it otherwise he is done.
By the way i don't wanna give you lectures, one thing is for sure: however this story will end it is gonna be a great life lesson to you
Let's hope you can still fix it somehow if you **** it up. Anyway you being Swedish, why would you wanna do this to yourself? It's like hitting the jackpot living there, your starting salary+social care would probably be better than you will ever earn palying live poker
GL anyways, I'm gonna follow you!