So I've done my time at the micros (lower end micros) and worked my way up to 50nl and was taking shots at 100 but back in january I had to withdraw 3k and went on a pretty bad ds shortly after playing outside my roll at 50nl/25nl. For the past 2 months now I've been struggling at 10nl and taking shots at 25 but I've been getting raped. I don't know what it is but my 50nl wr is better than my 10nl (both pretty significant samples).
I just can't take 10nl seriously anymore. Everyone is really bad including the regs and my recent downswings at 10nl have been more tilting to me than my 10+ bi downswings at 50nl. My 10nl graph looks like a lie detector test. I have been 9-12 tabling and up to 16 at some points just trying to grind the rb $$ so I can get back to 50 but my lack of focus/motivation along with my **** variance is just knocking me lower and lower and is super stressing.
So I thought I'd start up a new challenge to keep me focused and motivated. After playing some risky sessions at 25nl my current roll is at
$203. I can't afford going busto. This is do or die for me so from now on I will be 6 tabling and trying to take 10nl more serious and putting more focus into my game. I'm still going to be playing risky brm but I will move back down when I must but lets hope my luck turns around cause I've been getting absolutely raped.
I'll make daily updates and I might also post a hand every now and then and I'm open for discussion or w.e. Wish me luck and as always mila kunis for GL