Love this thread... Gl OP! Really hope you succeed
My advice is similar to others, I think u get nowhere in life if you don't shot take now and again but at the same time it's knowing when to quit and decrease stakes.
Once you master that, it's pretty easy to move up and down the stakes - bankroll dependant...
Love the whole sleeping in the car, seems like a real journey you are experiencing and at the end of the day, if you never try, you will never know.
Better to have gambled and lost than to never have gambled at all.
Imo ofc. glglgl