Welcome to a fixed limit grinder's diary!

Hi guys, I'm absolutely new here, and I would like to join a huge poker community, so I begin writing a blog here.

Shortly about me:
I'm a student, age 19, playing online poker for about a year, and always played fixed limit mainly.

Played up to 2/4 SH, but nowadays I grind .25/.50 SH 9-12 tabling. I'm going to write every single day a post, and show a graphicon strictly, as my main problem is about motivation and dispersion.

So my current bankroll is 350$, and multitabling FL.25/.50 SH.

Plans to the rest of the month:
- play at least 15k hand as I've already played 17k since 14th of July
- make minimum winrate of 2bb/100 on this limit
- find and remove a lot of leaks

First day of the history of my diary... BE day, but I played much less than expected..

Bankroll: 447$

Gl man. Haven't seen a FL thread. Will follow.

AUGUST SCHEDULE

As I could not finish the July plans, I'm pretty disappointed, played lot fewer hands than expected because of some relationship problems, but I'm going to play FL.50/1 SH in August.

So the main tasks:

- Earn at least 7500 VPPs to reach Platinum Star on Stars (~37k hand)
- Minimum profit of 500$ + rest of first deposit bonus, vip stellars and so on
- Play two hours most of the days, and review some hands at the and of the day
- Make my game as motivated and calm as possible

Good luck guys!

Bankroll: 450$

Bankroll: 482$
VPPs: 3444/10.200

The main problem is always the final period of the sessions, here is a 80 BB loss in 200 hands... So 60-75 minutes session is too long, gonna play only 40-45, and see if it works.

Gl all!

Bankroll: 594$
VPPs: 3617/10.200

Short motivation-graph about today's first session:

Bankroll: 637$
VPPs: 4081/10.200

My graphicon from July 25th, FL.25/.50 and FL.50/1 of course, still huge swings to sure profit.

Bankroll: 643$
VPPs: 4761/10.200

Today's absolute demotivating graphicon, played a lot of HU .50/1 which is a rake-killer gamestyle I know, but was 130$ profit, then 30 bucks minus... Dafuq stopwin stoploss rules...