September Recap/Introspection Pt. 2
"Life is a movie, pick your own role. You climb your own ladder or you dig your own hole."
- J. Cole
To sum up September all I would say is that I wish it never ended. I smashed through my glass ceiling that I had in terms of my best monthly winnings, making over 3.5 times (not a tree fiddy joke) the most I've previously made in any month. I actually failed my hours goal (and the other poker related goals) but was able to capitalize on some good T/25 lineups, run good, and collect money. I tried to have my phone on Airplane Mode whenever I played but after trying to keep my phone in my backpack for a 2/5 session and having to listen to the people at the table talk I abandoned ship on that goal. I still keep my phone checking to a minimum when I'm playing 5/T or T/25 and pay close attention to the game but at 2/5 I just can't do it. I'm also inconsistent with taking notes after every session but I think post-session conversations I have with my housemates help tremendously I just wish that I could have them written down to look back on at later dates. The ghost pepper hours challenge was modified in the middle of the month and has been extended into October so if you people want to see me cry you're going to have to wait a while or watch Homeward Bound with me.
Off the felt I'm in a great state of mind currently. I've become obsessed with the idea of improvement whether it be financially, physically, or mentally. Every single day I want to do at least one thing to make me better in all three of those categories. I've made little changes to my daily routine that I think are really helping me evolve in the aforementioned aspects of my life. With poker, financial improvement will not always be consistent but I know that as I continue to work at becoming a better player the money will take care of itself. I am also looking into how to better manage my money now that I finally have a nice chunk of it for the first time in my life. Physically I've been hitting the gym a minimum of 5 times a week and eating super clean. Mentally I have been reading more books and have started taking courses in the iTunes U app and I am taking them pretty seriously. I kind of regret being a bum in college skipping classes and skating by with the bare minimum when I was paying for a good education so I want to try and absorb some of the information that I missed out on.
Things I've changed in my daily life:
- After waking up I used to lay in my bed for 30-60 minutes checking my phone doing nothing, now I instantly get up motivated by the gym to get my day started.
- After the gym I used to sit around for another 30-60 minutes checking my phone before I took a shower and moved onto the next part of my day. I've started instantly getting in the shower after taking my post-gym shake.
- I've replaced reading comic books with reading actual books that have been recommended for improving myself in some way.
- I've cut out the hours of mindless activities I used to take part in each day, whether it be browsing YouTube, playing video games, grinding a series on Netflix etc.
- Before bed I used to put on a couple episodes of a sitcom on Netflix to fall asleep to. I've replaced that with watching a lecture from a given course on iTunes U or listening to a poker/finance related Podcast. I figure if I'm going to be watching/listening to something it might as well be useful to me.
To sum this all up, after realizing how short life is and dealing with the loss of my friend, I'm more motivated than ever. I was given one body to work with, I might as well take care of it and make it the best body I can. I was given one brain to work with, I might as well fill it with as much useful information as I can. I'm in the best shape of my life, I went from a barely winning 1/2 player to a winning T/25 player in less than a year, I have 10 times more money than I've ever had at any other point in my life (srs), and I have a career on the table for me starting next year. I'm locked in and ready to continue to climb this mountain. I hope you all join me.
"I'm sorry I ain't around more. Come up with me, or stay on the ground floor."