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Originally Posted by Dubnjoy000
GL friend. With your work ethics and coaching, I am sure you will move up in no time!
Thanks man
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Originally Posted by el1337
Just found this. Your last blog was truly awesome. How's November going? Best of luck with your goals man. Subbed.
Thanks mate , was slacking with updates a bit :P , cheers!
November / December Review
Hey guys, long time no see.
I’ve been slacking a lot with the blog. I’ve been through a lot last 2 months in terms of self-development and had a ton of insights into ego dynamics that governed my behavior last year so i had to rethink a lot of how im approaching life and see the real motivation behind my actions which were not always coming from my real beliefs but more primitive responses.
In terms of profit it was not the best either. I was sick for ~ 3 weeks which slowed down my progress a bunch + all the introspection i went through slowed me down even more in terms on volume but overall my awareness grew a lot and im seeing that i have to start taking responsibility for my actions and true potential i have and to use it in a more effective way.
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Most of my profits last months came from NL10. Now im playing exlucisvely nl25 and mixing NL50 here and there. These stakes seem much more aggressive so there is a lot of room for improvement which im focusing on the most right now.
2016 Plans
Like m1ndctrl said in his new
video , we should make outrageous goals. I was always proponent of it even though it didnt always work out, and the reason was because i was doing it for the wrong reasons. Right now my vision and purpose are much bigger and much stronger and i am very confident in what i want to do with my life. There is still a lot of visualization work left since is easy to lose track of the whole long term vision when times get tough.
so the main goal is…
FINISH CFP IN 6 MONTHS
I believe it is possible. Its gonna push my limits to the max and force me to keep my vision very strong and clear which in the end is gonna make me grow a lot as a person.
Vision ( What ? )
My vision for this challenge is to put myself in financially stable situation so i can start working on raising global awareness by raising self-awareness and global perspective in individuals. There is a big team in Germany working on that which i want to join , but since i want to dedicate my life to it i need some financial stability first to not have to worry about bills and traveling expenses.
Purpose ( Why ? )
It is by far the most important thing i can do. I can go very deep into it here but i will leave that for later. The main reason why im doing it is because i feel that raising awareness is the most effective way to make myself and others grow the most , since thats what we are designed to do: grow and move forward.
Q1 ( Jan – Mar) – Learning Phase
♦ Move up the stakes (NL 50 -> NL 200)
♦ Beat NL200 for 5bb post rakeback
♦ Attend multiple coachings / week
♦ Watch videos
♦ Review hands / villains daily
Q2 (Apr – Jun) – Grinding Phase
♦ Mix NL 100 +
♦ Grind hard
♦ Finish CFP by the end of June
Thats it for now. Time to put thoughts into action. Happy new year to everyone and wish you all the best in 2016. Lets crush!