vuciitis ready to crush with BPC
12-06-2015
, 01:48 PM
Hello everyone!
So, im making this blog as a part of the CFP program i have been just accepted and will post weekly about my upcoming success!
Little about myself: Im 26 years young and from small and kinda poor country with limited options - Latvia. Atm im transfering my life from a mid range boring job which i dont enjoy doing to playing poker full time as my main source of income. I have been playing poker for years, cant recall exact number but i assume for 8 years or so. Mostly for fun, but i have took ''some serious'' shots at this before and have to admit- i have failed. I enjoy playing poker and i see this as the best option for me were i could shine. Why? Because i truly believe i have what it takes to become Great at this. I have many natural skills which WILL help me alot, like bright mind, ability to judge myself and analyze, im able to connect smaller pieces wich often shows bigger picture and things most ppl misses to notice. Im also not hard to work with imo, im able to listen and "stick to the game plan''. Why i havent succeeded on my own then? Well, i have the same problem as iv seen in many players- i over think and over complicate things and loose myself in all that. Atm its just such a massive amount of information out there about poker and i feel like 80% of that is total crap and bull**** theory. In other words- i just dont know how to find the right things to learn and apply in practice. Every time i try somthing new i see so much ''moving pieces'' and possible outcomes that i dont know any more what is variance, what is me being wrong in my assumptions, what to believe and what not. What i do know is- I need some one who will give me some ''solid constants'' which i will be sure is true and then ill be able to build the rest on top of that. I need a mentor which will judge what im doing and say "its fine that you lost those 50 stacks or so,its just a variance, keep going" or "pull your **** togeather and dont donate like this any more". Its the main thing i need atm, some one who would show me the way.
About me in poker: As i mentioned above, i have played for quite some time now and really went nowere. Iv seen myself as a break even player for years and never been able to get better really. For the first couple years i was a standard fish who played like 1k hands a week and made deposits for fun. Then i started to become more interested in poker and actually started learning some basics, which allowed me not to deposit enymore, but survive on a rakeback and play games i liked. When i stated to become even more serious i fell in love with 6max hypers. Studied, joined study groups and it all seemd fun untill i hit my first serious swing (100BI or so). At that time i was in a ****ty place mentally in my real life and combined with ****ty success in poker i just gave up after ~15k sngs on 1.5-7$ buy ins at stars. Then i started playing zoom as variance was more friendly and i end up loving the format. Did like 100k break even on nl10, then took a break again as my life was still pretty sad (~22 years old in a crappy reletionship which keeps going for years, so u pretty much get the idea, most of us have been there
) Started playing poker again, same storry- did like 100k hands on zoom nl10 break even, gave up as overall feeling in life was unjoyable. Had no job, hated my life and pretty much everything around me. At that point (which was around one and a half years ago) i reallized this all have to change. So i decided i have to build a decent life back brick by brick! I ended my relationships, started working and took my job seriously, started reading spiritual literature, started meditating and so on... Didnt took long as i felt like a new man! My life is awesome now, and im in really good place mentally. Only one thing is missing now and thats becoming successfull at poker, so i can afford to live as i like and do for a living the thing i like! 
Since i restarted playing poker again in august, i was playing break even again ofc nl5 and nl10 zoom and building my bankroll back from RB and FDB. But then i hit ''somthing" dont wana make excauses or watever, the graph sais it all, i have lots to work on:
As for WHY I WANA JOIN BPC: I have been following many people through the years which have acomplished great things with the help of Gordon and BPC, and i dunno why but i always tought ill be able to succeed on my own. Its time to face the reality- i need help! And if im searching for help, then its just common sense to seek it from the ones iv been following indirectly for years... Also im really happy about the format BPC is signing. As a mid range person from a poorish country playing micro stakes, i cant afford paying hundreds and thousands of dollars for coachings, just cant. So this CFP program is the best option for me as i can acomplish the same as paying for expensive coachings, but with less stress about the money and i can just focus on improvements and studies.
Also seems that i will be making video blogs every week, so if any one is interested, here is the link on the channel:
Youtube Channel
So, im making this blog as a part of the CFP program i have been just accepted and will post weekly about my upcoming success!
Little about myself: Im 26 years young and from small and kinda poor country with limited options - Latvia. Atm im transfering my life from a mid range boring job which i dont enjoy doing to playing poker full time as my main source of income. I have been playing poker for years, cant recall exact number but i assume for 8 years or so. Mostly for fun, but i have took ''some serious'' shots at this before and have to admit- i have failed. I enjoy playing poker and i see this as the best option for me were i could shine. Why? Because i truly believe i have what it takes to become Great at this. I have many natural skills which WILL help me alot, like bright mind, ability to judge myself and analyze, im able to connect smaller pieces wich often shows bigger picture and things most ppl misses to notice. Im also not hard to work with imo, im able to listen and "stick to the game plan''. Why i havent succeeded on my own then? Well, i have the same problem as iv seen in many players- i over think and over complicate things and loose myself in all that. Atm its just such a massive amount of information out there about poker and i feel like 80% of that is total crap and bull**** theory. In other words- i just dont know how to find the right things to learn and apply in practice. Every time i try somthing new i see so much ''moving pieces'' and possible outcomes that i dont know any more what is variance, what is me being wrong in my assumptions, what to believe and what not. What i do know is- I need some one who will give me some ''solid constants'' which i will be sure is true and then ill be able to build the rest on top of that. I need a mentor which will judge what im doing and say "its fine that you lost those 50 stacks or so,its just a variance, keep going" or "pull your **** togeather and dont donate like this any more". Its the main thing i need atm, some one who would show me the way.
About me in poker: As i mentioned above, i have played for quite some time now and really went nowere. Iv seen myself as a break even player for years and never been able to get better really. For the first couple years i was a standard fish who played like 1k hands a week and made deposits for fun. Then i started to become more interested in poker and actually started learning some basics, which allowed me not to deposit enymore, but survive on a rakeback and play games i liked. When i stated to become even more serious i fell in love with 6max hypers. Studied, joined study groups and it all seemd fun untill i hit my first serious swing (100BI or so). At that time i was in a ****ty place mentally in my real life and combined with ****ty success in poker i just gave up after ~15k sngs on 1.5-7$ buy ins at stars. Then i started playing zoom as variance was more friendly and i end up loving the format. Did like 100k break even on nl10, then took a break again as my life was still pretty sad (~22 years old in a crappy reletionship which keeps going for years, so u pretty much get the idea, most of us have been there
) Started playing poker again, same storry- did like 100k hands on zoom nl10 break even, gave up as overall feeling in life was unjoyable. Had no job, hated my life and pretty much everything around me. At that point (which was around one and a half years ago) i reallized this all have to change. So i decided i have to build a decent life back brick by brick! I ended my relationships, started working and took my job seriously, started reading spiritual literature, started meditating and so on... Didnt took long as i felt like a new man! My life is awesome now, and im in really good place mentally. Only one thing is missing now and thats becoming successfull at poker, so i can afford to live as i like and do for a living the thing i like! Since i restarted playing poker again in august, i was playing break even again ofc nl5 and nl10 zoom and building my bankroll back from RB and FDB. But then i hit ''somthing" dont wana make excauses or watever, the graph sais it all, i have lots to work on: As for WHY I WANA JOIN BPC: I have been following many people through the years which have acomplished great things with the help of Gordon and BPC, and i dunno why but i always tought ill be able to succeed on my own. Its time to face the reality- i need help! And if im searching for help, then its just common sense to seek it from the ones iv been following indirectly for years... Also im really happy about the format BPC is signing. As a mid range person from a poorish country playing micro stakes, i cant afford paying hundreds and thousands of dollars for coachings, just cant. So this CFP program is the best option for me as i can acomplish the same as paying for expensive coachings, but with less stress about the money and i can just focus on improvements and studies.
Also seems that i will be making video blogs every week, so if any one is interested, here is the link on the channel:
Youtube Channel
