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Originally Posted by Zegolol
gl man keep going
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Originally Posted by HungerForMore
keep grinding! subbed
Not looking to stop anytime soon!
Hey guys! So after a win and after running so good I think it's normal that a time for a loss comes. Yesterday I lost 8BI at 10PL. I guess that's normal but I know that part of my reason for the loss being so big is that I was overplaying some weaker hands preflop. Today I am reviewing my session.
Yesterday didn't go as planned. I didn't study very much in either PLO or in my university studies. I started playing PLO not when it was planned.
This is one of my demons. I decide that I am smarter than my unbiased self. I make my plans partly to know how much hours/when I put them in and partly to control myself. See, most of my slacking comes from chaos in my life. Yesterday's loss caused me to not function properly. I HAVE TO WORK ON THIS.
1)I have to stick to my schedule or else I'm DEAD. Seriously, I will never be a professional player if I DO NOT DO THIS.
2)I have to learn to deal with the downswings! There are a lot of reasons why I felt like this when I lost yesterday. Mostly accumulated tilt. I have felt like a loser in poker many times in my life. The fact that I still am at microstakes proves it in a way but also doesn't improve my tilt. So I will try and deal with my mind, try to explain to it that I will not always win and all losses are my teachers in disguise.
Today's plan:
0800-1000 Review session+Study PLO
1000-1200 Study for university
1200-1300 Lunch+study PLO
1300-1700 Study for university
1700-1900 Study for PLO
1900-2000 Sweat with coach
2000-2400 Play PLO
I didn't stop the mess in my life there! It all carries on to all parts of my life. Yesterday I overate and exercised only once in the morning.
The result is:
94.8KG
$ Won/Lost since start:
$32.12
To sum up, yesterday was bad. But hey, we all have good and bad days. The goal is to make your bad days less bad and your good days better. I want to become a professional player so I will do this. Not only to be a pro but also to have a decent life. I don't want to reach 40 and still not have my life figured out. If life is a game of basketball we have:
1st quarter - prelife/20's
2nd quarter 30's
halftime - 40's
3rd quarter 50's
4th quarter 60's
If you haven't won the game by the end of one of these quarters, well guess what. In today's life it's GAME OVER. Sure, I can figure my life out later in the game. But I have ambitions that go past poker. I need time for those. Poker is like elementary school of life. It will teach me many important lessons that will help me move forward. Thanks for reading and let us have the strength to become the better version of ourselves!