Going through some tough time through the tables.
I won't blame variance, I tilted 3 times in a row and that did cost me some of my bankroll.
I should have known better, but I'll come to my senses soon enough.
On the other hand, now I know that putting monthly earning goals is just stupid for tournament play, considering the few number of them I've been playing. Might have been OK if it were standard SNGs with a known ROI over a large sample.
But I don't want to become the automaton I was in cash games.
I'm in this, because I love this, because I love living this game called poker.
I also have to make some more arrangements in my play that I seem to have inherited from my cash playing times.
I'm still confident about myself, and still got the good mood most of the time at the table. I've booked for two live tournaments this month, so I'm pretty excited about them too. Therefore I'm gonna hit the felt for some live cash play, just to make sure I can still play without a mouse
Meanwhile, I shipped this, but it could easily be a #1 spot win if I had not rushed things like the idiot I did.