cooome back puter we need u

And its over my long bad run just got the better of my mind, i went ****ing nuts and moved to nl50 and 100 zoom with 750$. I think i needed this disaster as the last week or so i have been researching expectations and human emotions, it has really helped a lot it seems i just expect to win cos i lost the last 20 flips. Like the RNG owes me some run good. But in reality the RNG will just do whatever it wants, it doesn't owe me ****. Im getting mentally stronger everyday i will be starting next friday from nl5, with the intention of playing 4k a day min. I must get back to nl25 fast as i can so volume is a must..

Im going to have a plan, goals, punishments and a stop loss rule, also i will not be in charge of my bankroll until i know for sure that i have solved this weak mind issue.
I will update everyday or so to keep on top of things, i realize how much of a loser i am and how ****ing stupid i was to WANT to lose my full roll. But i am determined to be a boss in this game and i will i must.

1. Know your weaknesses. 2. Remove temptations. 3. Set clear goals and have an execution plan. 4. Build your self-discipline. 5. Create new habits by keeping it simple. 6. Eat often and healthy. 7. Change your perception about willpower. 8. Give yourself a backup plan. 9. Reward yourself. 10. Forgive yourself and move forward we cant do everything perfect...

Goodluck brosef!