Hello this is my 3rd? PGC thread but hey! fall down 7 times stand up eight am I right?

I figured out that I hate working and I don't beat poker so I have new goal: Move to Cambodia (inspired by 2brokebrosgrindininsihanoukville)

Happily I make ~600$ per month passive income so moving there I even don't have to beat poker and I can play 100% stressfree woohooo. well that's my ?short? term goal. Unfortunately I have few hundred € on my name and I need like 650€ for traveling and just in case 1k€ backup (little bit nit but I feel better when I'm safe) and then I will go. Might go to work in January for few months just to get the money and then take my trip :P

another goals, long term goals?

well ofc I would want to beat poker and move from microstakes to the highest nosebleeds games that ever exists and run good in them, like scoop 20 million $ pots in macau playing highest stakes lol but that's just a dream, currently I'm playing nl10 with negative winrate so let's be real Beating nl10 2bb/100 would be already good start.

but long term goals would be something like:

Have body like:




Dress like:




have girls like:




smoke weed like:




act like: me (i'm crazy and i cant behave)


Sooooooo let's grind? aaahh I forgot, I'm one of the "nobs6max by mr gordon" followers so I just tryna see if it really works nl5+.

Lets take it all together now: grind nl10->go to work (ifneeded) + grind -> move to cambodia and stay there as long as I beat nl100z online -> back to europe -> ball hard -> play live + online -> $$$$$

some graphs cuz yall love graphs.


nl2: ~10bb/100 [lolsample]





nl5: ~5.5bb/100




nl10: ~-3,3bb/100







Well like you see I crush nl2 and nl5 but with same playstyle I lose winrate from +5.5bb/100 to -3.5bb/100 switching nl5 to nl10 dunno I hope it's just variance and ultra bad run... but let's be honest first 40k hands and -50bi is BIG TILT bad downswing some more tilt and I even open shoved around 17 buy ins just because i was so mad at the game and then I quitted. now after a month I'm back because I just finished reading THe Mental Game of Poker and from now on I'm tryna make best move every hand not check my results... tho I'm addicted to checking results I've tried everything but my mind will trick me to just check like 10 times per hour how much I'm up or down, tho I still play good because I understand that **** results it's about making best move every hand... (tho I only check EV/bb 100 anyway..)

goal -> get my nl10 graph to +300$ then shot nl25, it's like 70 buy ins and if I beat this limit even 1bb/100 it's like 700k hands and I try to play avg 150-180k hands per month so then dno 6 months mby.. but idc when I move to cambodia im stressfree and I'm happy I can just play and train... play and train... but atm im not living there, damn I'm not even close getting there cuz my Br is like 250$(when I get 100$ stellar) and I have like 200€ on my name... So until january I just train and play.... since January I must get a job to fly away in march or something hopefully.... and then I stay there as long as I beat 100z online and have 20k$ br..


gl everybody. I will post here like dunno how many times per week or day but from now I really try to keep my blog alive and not quit poker againw hen have 20bi downswing lol (still might happen tho)

and please somebody who wanna make me feel good just show some sick ass variance graphs from nl10 zoom please. and what is okay winrate in nl10z is like 2bb/100 okay? or everything under 5bb/100 is like ur a bum. and and andddd lets talk about sample because after I started playing again I've played 50k hands with 8 days and I feel like burning out because I have 0.3bb/100 winrate. so how much sample is needed before you can even talk about having a sample in zoom games ty.

Also forgot to add that I'm really positive, I've read alotta books about counscious thinking, positive ****, energy and all that voodoo **** what says basically you can do whatever you want with your life if you think right etc. and man i can say **** works, even tho i dont see monetary results I feel like in heaven 24/7, I'm broke yes I am sir... but i feel happy as hell most of the time, as long as I have complete freedom and I don't have to work. and Im lil bit crazy too turnin up too much sometimes, but been sober for 6 weeks now lol and gonna keep it that way until I get to atleast nl50z... and I ***** love designer clothes, designer hoes and all kind of luxury **** and I cant even imagine what I would do if i would beat some of the limits like yall guys in pgc are doing.. like if i would be 500z reg or playing 25/50 with best regs and beating, man i swear i would be so turnt up u cant take me down lol, the whole squad would be eating and that what keeps me motivated. even if it never might happen that dream keeps me going and very positive. damn I hope that **** comes quicker so i can blow 20 racks in one night going clubbing shiiiiit. and if i'm so ****ing positive and happy being broke i cant imagine how happy i would be when i would be rich damn damn damn. all follow this thread and you get alotta positivity and see how i go from micro to nosebleeds stackin chinese billionaires for 10million (in5 years lol)