This is a sad update... i've been runnig bad, playing bad... i feel that i am always break even, win one week, loose another week... i get frustrated.
I don't wanna be just one more rakeback grinder, i wanna crush, i wanna have decents winrates. Since i made that shot at NL50, things got very wrong...
But i wont let this take my motivation, this is a wake up call that i have to work harder and harder, study more to have more edges on others regs, make a good BRM. I wont let this get me down. I move down on stakes.. i am still winning but lets face this as a fresh start again
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