Can't sleep again tonight. Last night I was laying in bed from 2am up till 615am trying to fall asleep. A guy recommended using melatonin to make me drowsy. I'll look into it.
Till I nod off I'll do a recap. So I'm chugging away at my poker points goal. It looks like I'll need till mid or late July to hit 10k pts. If I'm comfortable regging the 200pl 6max games by the end of July, I'll be very happy. Depending on how live goes and whether I do any more sessions backed (will likely spend two more weekends doing 25/50 plo @ commerce this summer) I should be on track for 400pl shots by the time school rolls around come the end of August.
I did a quick tally of all the poker I played from May 13-June 13, and I had a historic month. When all the dust settled, I netted just over 49k profit with about 80% of that being while backed. I cleared 8k of makeup from ages ago with 2.4k makeup added post profit-split halfway through to compensate for locking away 11k of my profit.
I played the biggest pot of my life -- a 13k pot at 10/25nl with black AA on a QT6hh2oTo runout vs Q2hh and A9hh. Then I played a couple more 12-16k pots at 10/25 w/ straddle plo and regretfully made a massive error after flatting a nitty MP open out of the straddle then x/c leading turn to bet fold 1.7k-6k with KJT8 on a K98cc8oJo runout when villain showed Q975hh after I mucked in what could have been a 17k pot. I had my nut nut nut bluffcatcher and still didn't bluffcatch because he was such a nit but after revisiting combos & his pfr limiting his 99**, I still should have sigh called.
I also played one of my favorite plo hands of my life where villain made an error on every street, and I was confident in my decision making for sizings, timings, and the line:
In a 5/T w/ 20 rock game, rock is at UTG+2. Folds to me otb I open 8764ss, spot calls in SB, second spot calls in BB (good game), and weak thinking player more taggy than abc sitting 16k (lol) (11.5k effective) completes out of his rock. Flop is J53dds, checks to me I cbet 170, folds to tag villain who x/r to 400 (lol), I call after considering b/3b. Turn is Qs, he checks (lol), I bet 820, he flats. River is 2s, he checks, I tank then bet 1800, he snap makes it 5k with 5 yellow 1k chips, and I call after taking a few seconds then realizing how awful his line was and how most of his nut spades turned broadway equity too and barrel off + price & fps & other reasons. He had AdTdAs6o for the worst played hand I'd seen all trip.
And finally my backer got to watch me lose both runs of a RIT after stacking off with AKddQQ on a KT9r w/ a diamond vs QT65 badugi at 25/50 plo at the Bellagio.
Then I came home and did okay in some 2/5 games and online leaving me to be working with a ~27k roll right now. I'm going to try and protect it as best I can while still making smart decisions of leveraging it for reasonable returns. In some 2/5 deep lineups I'm table changing to 2/5 regular. In other lineups I'm sitting 2k deep. Of course I'd stoploss at like -6k if that went south and rebuild online & at 2/5 regular but the games are so soft and fairly low variance (as low as full ring deep nlhe vs somewhat passive/face up opponents can be) that I definitely should play in them.
Hilariously after playing a 2/5 deep session with a super nitty (read:maybe 8%VPIP) reg that I'm friends with and his ex-pro gf, I learned that she thought I am a massive spot in the game because of my talkative table presence, consistent non-egotistical/non-patronizing leveling table talk where I come across as a weak thinking player (although not even discussing fake strat obv), and weird (although more correct than standard lines given textures and stack depth) lines like l/rr (a range like AQo/AA/79hh gl iso'ing me with KQo like a bad reg did from EP+2 l0l) and l/calling some hands from EP as well as vpipping hands like 37s after nitreg opens utg (protecting my flat from being squeezed any lighter than maybe even QQ or KK) and 2 flats in front of me in the CO with passive players closing action. I mean my vpip/pfr/3b in that game with the lineup that day was like 31/17/9 with almost all of my EP vpips being limps and my 3bs being exploitatively non-nutted so my flats are uncapped and I'm attacking them with hands like AJs/T8s/trash to punish weakness or induce good postflop spots to leverage stacks with hands that have decent nut capacity. And so apparently cards down I look like a splashy bad thinking player which she made very clear to me... Perhaps the biggest compliment I've had in a while as it means everything seamlessly comes together like it's second nature now. FWIW a bad nitreg stacked off in a l/rr pot when he iso'd my utg limp from MP with AKo on the turn of a AT3ddsQc board for 440bb each with 320bb of it going in on the turn. Yeah, the "pros" are that bad. Then we ran it twice and he sucked out on the first run on my AQ to chop a 4.4k pot.
I've decided not to take up my friend's offer of living with him in LA and will instead make a few weekend trips as the EV of playing backed in those games is way too high to pass up.
For now I'll keep on multisiting online & doing live sessions. May add Carbon if ACR volume ever dips or higher limits don't have enough tables tho. I have a student I'll be doing plo lessons for over the summer too that should provide a variance-free hourly.
In the rest of life, I want to explore a local old school boxing gym and make sure I work out sufficiently. I ordered an extra pair of sweats & a nice hoodie off amazon tonight because I skimp too much on clothing. I don't really spend money unless it's necessary.. ever tbh. I've got a new girl that I might date more seriously (dinner tonight!) and if not a few others to have as flings. I'm also playing my sax a ton which is making me very happy.
Life is good, man.
Oh also p.s.: Not all regs are bad regs in my eyes. I played in a 2/5/T deep game that had 4 very solid regs since it was the biggest game running in the area on a tuesday. Guys that have put in 6k+ hours at live midstakes or higher. I threw 'bad reg' around a lot above but that's because I was doing better game selection
although to be fair there were two 9/10 whales in the game today.
I had some nostalgia at the casino today when I saw this indian dude who was a friend of a friend four years ago that drove me when I was underage to play in my first live poker game. I shed some invisible tears thinking of how long ago that was. We had a nice little chat.
That's all for now.
697 days till graduation.