Proud of self... Bounced back and just grinded Poker.... 45 Games +$365..

Kind of sick to show that much disrespect to money and then just come back and nut peddle Tournaments, In so much more control when you play Poker. I have to embrace that and run this up the way I intended do. No bull**** shortcuts.

Will Grind all week and hit the Peak.....

3160 Games
Total Profit $5211
Average Per Game $1.64

slow grind back continues.. 98 Games + $97.. not running great and punting every stack in Tournaments luckily ran hot in HU Hypers for the smallest of wins..

3258 Games
Total Profit $5308
Average Per Game $1.62

and grind marches on. 39 Games +$107.

took a shot at $55 PLO on Ignition and busted that along with all my tourneys on there..so was stuck $150 from jump.. but battled back and hit a rush in the On Demands and then won a few last longers to book the small win. It is a hell of a lot easier burning something down compared to putting it all back together, I should bear that in mind next time I want to burn it all to the ground

3297 Games
Total Profit $5415
Average Per Game $1.64

another quick sesh in the books.

32 Games + $142... ran okay in hypers and then Bubbled PLO8 MTT on Ignition when 101023>Q953 on the 995410 runout for all the money. Confession did hit and run for a few $$ in Blackjack to get off tilt, just have to banish that button from my mind really...

will be back TO grind everything this evening.. and hopefully get us back to the top of the mountain soon..

3329 Games
Total Profit $5557
Average Per Game $1.66

Pretty disgusting update to write. Could not stay away from Blackjack and then blasted in NBA tonight and the results were predictably disastrous.

I do this time and time again, I cannot play house games. If i don't have mental toughness not to give in and go broke then I have no business playing this game.

-$1367 from last update, -$350 NBA and -$1,000 Blackjack.

I have to come to terms I am a degenerate, if I click a $1 bet on Tuesday by Friday my whole roll will be on some NBA total.

I am going into hiding for a little bit, I will force myself to play 2000 games by Mach 15th, and I will provide a report then with the results.

all things considered, I ran it up playing house games, and then lost it back, no great tragedy, just a lot of wasted time. But this cannot continue. I will be back after the 2000 games and will be able to hold my head up high then.. right now I am a useless degen piece of ****

3329 Games
Total Profit $4227

officially closing this thread... Just a degen animal who wants the pain...

Thanks for reading all

Okay.. I still am a degen animal.. Came home rage tilted from busting a live Tourney and Just busted my last $1100 on ACR playing Blackjack.... This cannot continue

I am officially reseting the challenge.

The rules are sacred, no Blackjack and no sports, once I start violating them everything will fall apart, as we all saw... another month and a half down the drain..

I will update exactly every 100 Games,..... we fall but then we rise again if we are strong, if we are weak we give in and use our degenerate sickness as an excuse to give in.

Not me, I am a fighter. Time to fight.

stay strong man, you can do it! its mind over matter in these situations even when things seem really tough. But knowing you are ready to battle and not giving up is step numero uno in this, keep trucking and you will reach all your goals! subbed btw if not obv n GL

Okay, so back on the Horse.. been Grinding on Ignition now only. Been grinding Omaha SNGS and MTTs without much success the last few days.. today feeling froggy, and instead of clicking Blackjack where I am just stone dead.. decided to fire some NLHE Tourneys instead... made a few deep runs and then I closed out a $22 6 Max NL MTT for $613 to save the week and hopefully keep this resolve to not self destruct.

I think I am ready for the variance of NLHE Tourney(Easy to say after running on its good side )

It's not as perfect of a nut peddly game as PLO8.. and even when you play your best you can get crushed playing it.. but it is also a game that you can beat for quite a bit if you can stomach the pain of losing KK to Ace 3 sooted without running to the Bonfire to light all your money on fire....

anyway... will be back after the next 150 or so games... hopefully I can go on a little rush here..

156 Games
Total Profit $742
Average Per Game $4.75

Down 3k all from Blackjack and NBA last few days... honestly not sure wtf is the matter with me... can't even play poker now... just brain dead spazz... I am not passing the test right now. Please find it in within me not to give in. This is not any fun.

Sorry to hear things are rough for the moment. But times will continue to be
rough if you don`t quit the -EV games. I have been down that road myself
in the past. Sure there are ups, but the downs that wipe out all profits will
come. They always do with degens like us.

You clearly have an edge playing poker. Use it! I don`t know if self ban is
possible for you on the sites you are betting sports/blackjack. If it is I would
highly recommand it! I have lost thousands and thousands of dollars playing
slots and on sportsbetting. I took the steps needed and don`t do it anymore.
I have actually come to the point that -EV games doesn`t appeal to me at all
anymore. Just stay strong and don`t give up!

onkltim

Looks like (re: Sharkscope) you continued steadily after this last gambooling relapse, inching up a few grand. You give up on this thread?