Small update as I'm currently waiting on my old laptop to reset before I can go to bed.
Gone through all of the $1+ losing pots from today's **** show and only really managed to find two spots where I confident that I've played them badly, a river shove with a flush on a misread board (4K4Q4, I think that one play alone is going to take some forgetting) & a river raise with JT on a Q933Khhh board, way tooo much beating me but I'd put the guy down as a fish so thought he could hero with two pair (he had 84hh donk barrelled every street to go runner runner flush (
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My play in general wasn't amazing, I don't know whether it was just a bad day or my brain actively decided not to participate on partypoker because I feel like my usual thought processes during a hand just turned off & I was clicking buttons. Also my mental game crumbled towards the end after a 700 hand spell where I barely won a pot, with the 4K4Q4 hand happening at the end of those 700 hands before rage quitting. So come away in decent spirits knowing that I was likely to come away a loser today whether I played well or not.
Had a chat earlier about goal setting and realised I've not really explicitly laid out my plans (in poker or life) and doing that would probably give me a better framework & a finish line to strive towards. I've got a variety of public transport to traverse tomorrow which gives me plenty of time to really flesh out my plans for poker, life, the blog and how we're gonna go about smashing them.
Laptop has finished sounding like it's about to take off, perfect timing.