Thx man for following and hope you will like the upcoming threadsavers as well.

Grinded only 1k hands so far today. Made a lot of review and stat analysis of my 200k hands at NL10.

As always, I´m running really bad for like 2 weeks, BUT still made a lot of mistakes. Thats why I´m at 4,8bb right now, but I´m sure I get back t 7bb+ soon.

Found some leaks, overplays and smaller things I have to tweak.

Last week friday my doctor took some blood and today I got the results.

Everything is fine beside my thyroid. I have a hypothyreosis. That means it works not well enough. My doctor said with a high guarantee that´s the reason, why I´m tired and feel no power or drive most of the time.

I got pills, so my thyroid can work normal, but it takes some time like 3-6 month until the thyroidresults are good.

And it´s a big reason, why I couldn´t loose my bellyfat when I worked out, because it decreases the amount of calories I need a day a lot (body can´t burn it fast enough).

Also asked for a testosterone test. Will get the results tomorrow, wouldn´t be surprised if the results are bad due crazy medication for years with oxymetholone.

Graph for the first 3 days in this month. Started all good and then ...

6:13 in the CO, definitely you

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-uzkSWTy0s

Looks like this could be me. You are a real Sherlock.

Just checking in to let you know that I relapsed hard on day 10. Binge-jerked about 5 times and binge jerked again today. Interestingly, Im feeling pretty energetic lately. I fixed my sleep schedule which was extremely ****ed last month. I think that may be the main contributor bit you never know. Anyways gl at the tables!

Grinding straight for 11h. Monster Engery rulez.

Idk if I´m up or down. Only thing I know is, I have more than $230 in play with 4 tables of NL10z.

whos the girl in the thread saver?

Which one? I post every day a new threadsaver.

I will take a look and find the name for you.

in!

Welcome to the NL10z squad.

Btw. still grinding for 2 more hours.

To anyone who wants to know who the girls are, just look the image in google and you'll find her instagram for sure

the one time i did this it came up with very disturbing child abuse images so use at your own risk

(in the 'related images' section which automatically pops up most of the time..)

OK guys, session finished. Grinded from 11pm yesterday to today 2pm with only 1 hour break.

Strong comeback after 10 stacks down in yesterdays morning session.

No porn/fap counter: Day 11/100 (2 days failed)

04.05.2017



Sierra Skye again, because this woman can´t be real.

Nice motivational quote. I changed some words, so it fits better for poker.

You will never have the EV of your dreams, the sample of your dreams, or the millions in the bank account if you are not consistent.

You need to be consistent.

Set a gameplan and stick to it.

Don’t make excuses, don’t allow variance to get in your way.

As Nike says, “Just do it!”

Before I forget to post it. This are the stacks after my sick session.

Holy volume, wp and nice result!

Ah and btw. this is how a grindingstation looks like after 40k hands in 4 days.

Yeah man it´s pretty though in the beginning. But I managed to stay clean ten days out of twelve.

Since yesterday I feel surprisingly powerful, even if my sleep rhythm is complete out of control.

Another really nice side effect is, that my interest in that hardcore porn stuff reduced to zero. Now it feels like I´m going from step to step backwards in my pornhistory/genres.

Beside that, I try to do my little workout routine a few times every day.

15 Pullups
35 Pushups
20sec Sideplank each side
20sec Frontplank

All without a break and it helps me to get a bit fitter day by day.

Called btw. my doctor two hours ago and asked about my testosterone results. It´s all fine and in the average.

Thx man, I´ll try to keep that volume up until end of month. Wish me good luck with that, it will getting though.

Wasn´t concentrated enough today. Lost about $75 too much. Missed 2 valuebets, overplayed KK for 250bb and some smaller hands.

Btw. yesterday was my birthday.

No porn/fap counter: Day 12/100 (2 days failed)

05.05.2017



Which look do you prefer guys?

This one

Glgl

Her name is Valerie Cosette, here is her Instagram:

https://www.instagram.com/valerie.c_/?hl=de

I would say you could give me a hour of coaching as payment for my detective skills.

Btw.guys I have an issues to find a girl to date or I would like to know better. Reason is I see all the women on Instagram and due my pornaddiction and all the prostitutes. There were some really ****ing hot girls I had sex with in the last three years.

So in reallife I want to find the perfect girl, like the Instagram fitnessgirls or something like that. I would never invest time or passion into a relationship or a girl who is not as beautiful in my eyes than the girls I like in the internet.

So what to do? Just improve myself as a person until I get attractive for girls like the ones I want? Or decrease my claims extremely?

Man life is so difficult.

Yeah it is kinda.

What about decreasing claims a little while improving yourself?

And what would be your advice to someone who in the future may consider giving prostitutes a shot?

I like how you keep it real!

just saw this thread... we played a lot @180s back in the day altough i wasnt really good. I remember you having some insane stats, like RFI utg 35+ btn 70+ etc. awful postflop obv were u staked and got that strategy from some of the coaches or you figuered it out yourself that that kind of play might be pretty profitabile or what ? if u could share, im interested from pure curiosity because you and lot of hungarian regs were playing that style and had a lot of profit, and it was bugging me back in the day.

gl with all challenges

Hm yes maybe decreasing claims while improving myself is GTO.

I don´t know which kind of advice you want. Ask me question and I will answer all.

Thx man, I always try to be myself and don´t hide things. Thats the only way to get serious answers, advice and help.