I'm with AceYoFace, girl's tight.

The girl is Sierra Skye a fitness model from Miami as I read so far.



http://youtu.be/t-t8SuN66us Watch this video!

She has an Instagram account too.

Looks like threadsavers are working well.

Any preferences or wishes for the next pics? Ass, tits, face, body pictures?

Face and body... Complete package lol

Those videos my gosh

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+1!

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I´ll try my best.

Honestly better than every porn, to imagine you would be there with this girl and live that life.

That´s why I´m playing poker, the big life goal:

Health
Wealth
Love
Travel
Independence

Just the results from yesterday, feeling bad about my play last five days, lost overall about 14 stacks too much, which is my complete downswing.

No porn/fap was hard yesterday because of the last five downswinging days. I felt bored and mad, so before porn/fap was my valve, because then I felt kind of weightless, tired and just slept for some hours, to feel even more mad afterwards.

I decided to quit and simply go to bed, so I can start clear and fresh again today.

No porn/fap counter: Day 5/100

26.04.2017



To be honest with you guys, I would do everything possible and impossible to be with her. For me she is the personification of perfection. If you agree with my just #.

GL man, will follow.
What about regular activities like going out, doing sports and stuff? I can imagine how your situation feels like, especially the part about thinking of financial pressure. Maybe you can give a try on meditation.
Having ideas or thinking about your situation is not always neccessarily bad for you, but doing it like every day in the morning while lying in bed can cause this less-energy feeling that surrounds you day in, day out. Don't underestimate the intelligence of your body.

If i were you, i would stay on NL10 for at least until the end of may and then re-evaluate. This gives you enough time to play and build your bankroll, pay bills, doing sports, handle your no-fap challenge, maybe go on some dates etc.

Awesome thread!

I see myself in a lot of the things you wrote. The goals, nl10, the struggles, failing at nl25z :P

Gonna join you in the no fap challenge, I'll aim for 12 days, see how I feel and evaluate. I'll also check out the links you posted.

Same here....

Hope you succeed!

Will make an update from yesterday and today later and answer your both posts.

Thx for the long post and help.

I go out from time to time with my friends, like once a week in average, but I only go out when it´s cheap, like cine sneak or drink a coffee, maybe a bar and get one drink.

I don´t do much sports for the last couple of months, because I´m not in the mood to focus on it. But started doing pullups, pushups and planks in my living room 1-3 times a day. Back at 15 pullups, 35 pushups and 15sec sideplanks without a break. Maybe I will restart going 3 times to gym in May.

When I feel bad or something I watch a serie Hawaii Five-O, listen to music or read on this www.knowledgeformen.com website.

I guess you are right with the financial pressure and the waking up issue, but it looks like, the only thing I can do is going to bed earlier and solve my money issues. I would really like to start with meditation, but that would be too many new things to handle and lead to a complete failure.

Like you said, my plan was and will be playing NL10 until I solved my financial issues, so I can start rebuilding and moving up with proper bankroll management. I thought this would be the beginning of May, but it looks like I need some more days to realize this.

Dating wouldn´t be something good at the moment, because my mind would drift away all the time, too many things to think about and it would set me under pressure, because I´m really bad in dating.

How should I send a positiv impression to someone, when I have no money, feel bad with my body or my lifesitutation in general? Guess it is impossible to attract someone with my current mindset and such a bad perception of myself.

As I think, so far I earn enough money every month to pay my bills, save a part and moving back up to NL25/50 all other things will follow.

Thx man for joining this thread.

GL with the no fap challenge, it´s pretty though and I failed on my 6th day (yesterday).

Had a few bad days at the tables in the row. I don´t mean the lol 14 stacks down or so, I mean the way I lost it, how I runned and realizing, that I lost so much money by doing mistakes.

This all led to an addiction relapse. Idk if this is the right word for this kind of stuff. Afterwards I was too tired to do something else, so I went to bed early.

Guess that´s normal, so I decided to continue counting the days and set the fap days in brackets, just trying to do the best I can.

I will succeed, trust me.

Not much to say about last two days. Made a lot of content and reviews every day to get rid of the mistakes. It gets better but there is still a lot of space to improve.

No porn/fap counter: Day 6/100 (1 day failed)

27.04.2017



28.04.2017





Big fail hand yesterday. I had a mark on him, that he is likely to make bad random moves. But this is a complete overadaption.

Btw. who is gonna watch Klitschko vs Joshua?

I watched some training videos of Joshua and he is a hell of a beast. Guess he will be the thougest opponent Klitschko had in the last decade. In hope for a great fightnight.

Didn't see this threadsavers at PS mate!

GL as always!

I didn't even make it to the 3rd day. Gonna start again.

I've been watching youtube videos, people use that words, seems right to me.

Btw, you inspired me to start my own thread.


Any reason to CBet that size? I would bet something between 1/2 and 1/3, or maybe check back flop against him to induce.


Your threadsaver game is strong

Second thoughts: Probably TT is one of the most vulnerable hands in your 3bet range to check back flop. Bad idea.

What stakes do I need to play to get a gf like this?

GLGLGLGL

What do you exactly mean?

Yeah it´s pretty hard to stop watching porn/fap, but it feels like I´m doing better this time. GL with your next attempt.

Nice, that I motivate or inspire people to write their own blog and story. Will take a look at your blog.

With the TT hand I wanted to go for 1-2 streets of value against this fish, had some stats and a colorlabel, but leveled myself. If I would play against an unknown, I would probably go for 1/3 2/3 check/behind on most runouts. Check/behind flop would give him to much free equity and in my opinion it´s a clear valuebet against his range.

Always nice to hear, that you guys enjoy the threadsavers.

I don´t know, guess you should aim for NL over 9000.

Short recap of today. Btw. didn´t played yesterday.

No porn/fap counter: Day 8/100 (1 day failed)

30.04.2017



And the overall graph of April. Sample sucks with 134k hands, but thats because of the last week, where my mindset took a bigger hit. EV is at 5bb which sucks too, but I still made a lot of mistakes (90% of the mistakes are calls, 5% are missed value or bluffbets and 5% are bad bluffs). 10bb are easy possible, but I have to leave these mistakes behind and maybe run a bit better by the end.

April overall



Finally wanna share my new workspace with you guys. What do you think about the flowers, do they fit in?

Tomorrow I start a challenge with an other german NL10 grinder. We made a lot of content/reviews together in the last 1,5 weeks and decided to start a challenge.

Winner is who is playing the most hands in May. The looser must pay a complete dinner with drinks in his hometown.

So far I don´t know how many hands I need to beat him, but it looks like I have to play the biggest sample in my entire cashgame life. He is a hell of a grinder and it will be a really though challenge.

We will continue working on our game and hopefully move up to NL50 this month.

Grind starts at 08:00 01.05. and ends at 07:59 01.06.

The flowers fit in just fine sir. I've just finished day 7 of no fap and I have to say your thread was the first inspiration for me to try. I'll report any effects in the following days. The only problem is the boost in testosterone from the no fap. Everytime I see one of your damn threadsavers I nearly relapse

Thx man and well done with the seven days.

Had to laugh loud when I read the threadsavers part.

Only 14min left until the challenge starts.

GL reaching NL50. I will be following.