Pretty nice man. I heard that quitting this stuff benefits your life way more than most people think. Will keep it up to date, how I feel with it from day to day and week to week.

Today´s session was nice and better than expected. After the first 1k hands I was about 8 stacks up and started my second session late in the night. Was going up and down and I really thought I´m 1-2 stacks behind peak and was even more happier to see, that I´v won 4 more stacks.

Sample sucked again, because I skyped with a german student from BPC about 4 hours, I didn´t look at the time at any point and forgot it.

No porn/fap counter: Day 1/100

22.04.2017

Subbed and good luck with the "no porn" challenge.

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Thx man appreciate your support.

Slept 1 hour on the couch and dreamed about watching porn. Crazy ****.

First 7 days are the worst man, and they can be bad. I once did nofap back in my early teens because there was a theory that it was good for eliminating hormonal acne and I was desperate to try anything back then lol. Lasted like 60 or so days. Never really determined if it affected my acne but I wouldn't be surprised if it did, but my energy levels were through the roof and the hornyness subsided after like 10 days, and motivation to meet girls increased a tonne. GL GL with it bro.

Yes that are exactly the things I read in some posts, especially the extreme power you gain in a short period of time (up to the first two weeks) should be amazing.

And thx for your support, hope my willpower is strong enough to ban pornos out of my life for forever.

Idk if I wrote it so far, but I had a sick addiction for prostitutes too for about three years. I spend around $13k for hookers in that time. Idk the number, but with a simple calculation I think I had sex with 150-170 hookers in the last three years.

One reason why I moved to pattaya for 2,5 month to get rid of it. My thoughts were in pattaya you pay $20-$40 for a night and there and thousands of hookers everywhere. Compared to Germany, where I have to drive 30-90 minutes and have to pay $50-$80/30min or $100-$150/60min.

So if I can get rid of my addiction in pattaya it would be very easy to stay strong in Germany too. And I had only in the first weeks some girls and then managed to quit completely and just met girls to go out without paying for sex.

This is btw one reason why I went from $30k BR at peak to broke.

Back to todays session. Was more like a mental game, because I ran pretty bad overall. Sadly I made a big mistake in one of my last hands for 150bb.

No porn/fap counter: Day 2/100

23.04.2017

Does someone have a great tip for getting out of bed in the morning? Most of the time I wake up and just lieing 1-2 hours and look at the ceiling.

If it's getting out of bed that's the problem you could try setting an alarm and leaving it at the opposite side of the room before you go to bed.

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+1

Thx for the tip, I tried this few times, but I jump as fast back in my bed as I jumped out before.

But I will try it again, maybe this time it will help me.

Not much to say about this session. Two days running like the worst piece of ****, but nothing I can do about it.

No porn/fap counter: Day 3/100

24.04.2017

you might want to stop looking for these threadsavers if you want your no fap challenge to be easier

Yeah lmao bruh was gonna say, these threadsavers are going to kill you. Gl dude tho, 100 days will be ruff.

Haha was gonna say the same thing too! First thing they make me think of is porn 😂

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Haha guys you are absolutely right with the threadsavers. But since I start posting some way more people write in my blog.

And btw, when you are so addicted into porn like me, girls like this are no longer interesting or makes me horny.

It is with every addiction, you want more and harder stuff, change categories etc.

I don´t wanna go in detail now, but let´s say I tried everything what porn offers and I tried most possible things in reallife too. And I mean really the hard stuff, because all other things got boring with the time.

And this phenomen is exactly what I heard in the podcast I linked some posts before.

yeah you're def going to have to re wire your brain, you're not the only one I heard of with this kind of issue

Go to bed early so you can find going out from it easily in the morning, it sounds obvious however sometimes is not taken into consideration.

Yes looks like, hopefully the no porn things is enough to fix that issue.

Good idea to try the obvious line, but it´s not the problem to wake up. I´m most of the time awake between 8am and 10am, but move out of my bed hours later. During this time, I just do nothing and don´t fall asleep again, just lying there think about all kind of stuff and forget the time. It feels more like I have no drive until I´m out of my bed.

Maybe because of all that financial stress and my parents are sometimes annoying + watched a lot of porn recently + drank a lot of energy drinks in the past two weeks and quit that too.

So could be, my body and mind just need some time to reset/refresh.

Today´s grind was annoying again. I hate these days, when nothing happens at the table and you have to give up every hand.

Had some struggle with my no fap today. Felt a bit bad, that I´m giving up all this super exciting video content, especially the more exotic stuff. But in the end I stayed strong and didn´t open a single site or googled for pictures.

No porn/fap counter: Day 4/100

25.04.2017





Can I really don´t fold KK in these spots?

KK the first



KK the second against nit



KK the third

I'd be interested in hand histories


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Strong threadsaver game. Idk what it is about this girl but I find her insanely attractive and not in a fap kind of way. Idk how to explain it she just looks beautiful. Do you know the name of this lady sir? Gl at the tables!

Yes it takes me some serious time to find the best pictures for my followers.

Her name is Pamela Reif, she is a german instagram model and a lot more. My sister got her recent book and I read it too, very intersting about fitness, nutrition and social media. Best thing about her is, that she is not that Little dumb blond girl like many others in that business. I think a woman with intelligence and humor is pretty sexy, than just a girl with a good body but nothing behind.

LoL - I was wondering if you had the name of the first girl. She is A.Mazing

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