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Originally Posted by Doorbread
I've been diagnosed with depression and have been on and off meds since I was 15
I think this is something you should look to ditch if you can mate. It seemed like a few years ago, and still now, a lot of GP's were just handing out anti-depressants like sweets and from what ive read a lot of cases were completely un-warranted, or just overkill.
Im not saying you dont have some sort of mood-disorder/chemical imbalance that could be helped with meds, but at 15 your brain is still developing.
A lot of mental-health issues with teenagers and drugs (weed psychosis.. etc) seem to be caused by kids continually hammering their brain while its still developing. While its not the same thing, im just saying being on mood-altering meds for your teenage years is going to get to anyone eventually and make them feel weird.
I think the more natural you can do things the better it will be. If its not medically dangerous, like if you stop taking stuff youre gonna flip out and run outside with your boxers on your head and start shouting at the traffic, then make it a project to ween yourself off whatever youre taking. Youre not doing anything else atm so give something a shot that might make you feel better, and subsequently make you able to process and deal with your other **** more effectively (like having no cash. Im sure everyone knows, unless their very lucky that being skint ****ing sucks).
Personally id def take everyones advice about exercise and diet. Maybe start hammering it on the days you stop taking the anti-depressants, and force yourself to eat properly.
You probably see things in a certain way as a poker player so treat it like game, your aim is to not let your self dwell on anything that makes you feel **** and you gain EV by making the right moves like exercise, or sunshine or having a laugh with someone in a shop when you buy something.
I will say, if you have solid medical advice that you need to be on meds then follow that. But otherwise, you posted the thread because youre obv looking for ideas on how to feel better and I think taking charge of yourself again and not feeling like youre just helplessly floating along (by kicking the meds, getting stronger and healthier) will be by far and away the best thing for you. Everything else will start to fall into place if you start making positive choices, even if now the idea of that happening is completely laughable to you.
Sorry for rambling dude, definitely rooting for you, gl.