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Originally Posted by moo buckets
Expand your definition of god and it's not that difficult.
If you're of the mindset that god is a bearded man in the sky meticulously watching us all, then I'd understand your confusion.
If you defined god as nature, consciousness, or the universe as a whole, then it makes a lot more sense.
I've used those words when referring to God but it's important to preface it by saying that if God exists, then everything that exists emerges from God so you can't really define God since God is everything. As soon as you attempt to define something, you bound it or constrain it. That's all I care to say about this since the whole issue of trying to better conceptualize God is not very interesting to me.
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Originally Posted by jokerthief
I'm actually interested in pursuing it. Would you mind sharing your subjective experience?
I guess it started with personal development. I reached a level of proficiency at achieving my goals but each time I was disappointed because it wasn't accompanied with the sustained happiness that I hoped for. Those of us that are fortunate enough to learn this lesson are then forced to turn inward for a remedy.
This journey, and personal development in general, is done under the assumption of dualism - that the mind is separate from the brain. You get to the point that I'm at and you realize that personal development is mental development and mental development is spiritual development because the mind is the soul having a human experience. Before people jump on me about the mind-body problem, like I said I believe God is everything so ultimate reality in my view is a monistic idealism. With that said, we are meant to experience reality dualistically. This should be self apparent - day/night, masculine/feminine, etc.
I've mentioned before that we are connected to the higher power through the subconscious mind. Everyone has this connection. Self understanding (or experiencing God since we are God because God is everything) is not really about trying to add to this connection but rather separating from what is disconnecting you. That is thoughts, feelings, beliefs, identities, concepts, and so on. You are not anything transient because you know you still exist even if that transient thing does not.
So what I did is I meditated on the question "Who am I?" You close your eyes and bring your awareness internally and go deeper and deeper into silence, deeper into nothingness. As you become aware of the transient identities you have of yourself, then you just examine them until you realize that is not who you truly are. You continue this process of stripping down for as long as it takes whether that is days, weeks, or longer. For people that haven't developed their self awareness it will probably take a little longer. Many times people will at some point experience a sudden feeling of expansion. It is a feeling of complete connection that comes and goes. Alternatively, in a more subtle way, as you explore this space of silence and nothingness, you will start to feel more authentically identified with it because it is not transient. You have to be the one to interpret these experiences but all I can say is they feel good.
In order for it to work, this practice has to be done wholeheartedly. You have to commit to it fully and sincerely.