If it's relevant, I had been recently reading up on a variety of esoteric and occult subjects. Topics like the difference between God and Lord God, forbidden fruit and the Garden of Eden. That mixed in with recent musings about a possible soul war on the astral plane left me with the desire to meditate on Lucifer.

Knowledge and logic are keys to freeing your mind and Satan is the one who gifted them to man. It was difficult to drop my engrained fear. Knowing that acquiring wisdom requires moving mental mountains I wasn't sure what to expect. After I finally dropped my apprehension that I would be forfeiting my soul the minute I opened my heart to Lucifer I started to make some real advances. I embraced my enemy with compassion and attempted to understand and see things from his perspective. It just sort of happened somewhere around here. There was no specific thought or feeling preceding illumination. It was because that I know nothing and was willing to consider all possibilities as real that it happened.

It was a flash of light that melted over me. I've had other subtle body experiences that were more intense but this was quite nice. I'm not sure how to describe what is different but I definitely "lost some mental baggage" after it happened. Things are more lucid, I can reach stillness easier.

Of course there is the concern that I have been deceived. I think that is part of my lesson though, if Lucifer gave us the knowledge to think and question, I know I need to always be willing to ask hard questions. Wherever there is fear, there is a chance for growth.

Anyway I wanted to get this post up quickly. I didn't want to overload the topic with stuff I'll likely have to reexplain, so have at it, what do you want to talk about?

You believe you gave your soul over? I take it you are working from a traditional christian perspective. If so, it doesnt bother you that you are going to be tourterd for the next couple of eons?

No I didn't give anything over. I reached a place while in analytical meditation that cleared away a major mental block. I am not Christian and I do not describe to any particular belief of the afterlife other than we can reincarnate.

What value would you put on a soul? Your soul for example

Valuable. Potentially very valuable.

So now that you've decided to use the dark side of the force, is there any specific thing you know now that you didn't before?

Is this like some nihilistic realization (or deception from my pov) that there is no good or evil (so your answers might not even be honest?)

I learned some new mental tricks and identified some bad ones which is nice. Obviously I asked for super powers.

My answers are honest. It is a realization that if you want to really consider yourself capable of thinking, you need to consider all possible scenarios to be true.

Nice lvl. If not you need a lot of help.

I had the same experience earlier today when I masturbated.

Are you concerned that the "I AM" of the old testament might be stronger than Lucifer and that one day he won't allow you to reincarnate, therefore cutting off your soul?

Of course. The creator is greater than God and Lord God. Hopefully being aware of that is enough to keep salvation.

Did you get to talk to Hitler while on the line with Satan?

No.

Hate to be a hater but this does seem kinda like a level, even if its not it, is there not a distinct possibility that your high or smth

Would you say that you've attained gnosis?

If you say the devil gave us knowledge then you are interpreting the bible literaly. If that's the case meditation on satan is probably a bad idea. You are affectively sighning up for a freeroll to hell. This is easily the worst idea that's ever come out of a 2+2 forum.