FYL.

I have a investment mgmt test tomorrow of which i haven't studied and i've only been to class twice this semester.

For my senior english class we had to analyze three poems by one author. I went with Cummings. I did if strangers meet. I also did this one. AND....

gee i like to think of dead it means nearer because deeper firmer
since darker than little round water at one end of the well it's
too cool to be crooked and it's too firm to be hard but it's sharp
and thick and it loves, every old thing falls in rosebugs and
jackknives and kittens and pennies they all sit there looking at
each other having the fastest time because they've never met before

dead's more even than how many ways of sitting on your head your
unnatural hair has in the morning

dead's clever too like POF goes the alarm off and the little striker
having the best time tickling away everybody's brain so everybody
just puts out their finger and they stuff the poor thing all full
of fingers

dead has a smile like the nicest man you've never met who maybe winks
at you in a streetcar and you pretend you don't but really you do
see and you are My how glad he winked and hope he'll do it again

or if it talks about you somewhere behind your back it makes your neck
feel pleasant and stoopid and if dead says may i have this one and
was never introduced you say Yes because you know you want it to dance
with you and it wants to and it can dance and Whocares

dead's fine like hands do you see that water flowerpots in windows but
they live higher in their house than you so that's all you see but you
don't want to

dead's happy like the way underclothes All so differently solemn and
inti and sitting on one string

dead never says my dear,Time for your musiclesson and you like music and
to have somebody play who can but you know you never can and why have to?

dead's nice like a dance where you danced simple hours and you take all
your prickly-clothes off and squeeze-into-largeness without one word and
you lie still as anything in largeness and this largeness begins to give
you,the dance all over again and you,feel all again all over the way men
you liked made you feel when they touched you(but that's not all)because
largeness tells you so you can feel what you made,men feel when,you touched,
them

dead's sorry like a thistlefluff-thing which goes landing away all by
himself on somebody's roof or something where who-ever-heard-of-growing
and nobody expects you to anyway

dead says come with me he says(andwhyevernot)into the round well and
see the kitten and the penny and the jackknife and the rosebug
and you
say Sure you say (like that) sure i'll come with you you say for i
like kittens i do and jackknives i do and pennies i do and rosebugs i do

this guy was paralyzed in a base jumping accident but that didnt stop him

better now that you are a part of my monday <3



on monday I am waiting and by tuesday I am fading


i wish I could rest my head on something real

I was probably slightly better at it than any other subject, and at that age how do you have any idea what career path you want to follow so anything vocational was out of the question. I'd like to do psychology if I could do it over again.

It's never too late to start again.

What did you do in order to make that video start half way through? That's a new one for me.

at the end of the video url add #t=xmys where x= the number in mins and y= the number in seconds where you want it to start

But it would be more for personal amusement rather than any real career aspirations.

I'm on this NL50 table with 2 really loose players and I can't get any hands.

Cool, thanks.

i swaer i'll read that tmorrow when im less drunk . i love some of ee's stuff but dont get or like most of it. but i have to say he really influenced me a lot.

Table number/site?

FTP "Honor" deep.

also i read this shortstory today i thought it was really good

http://www.eclectica.org/v13n3/shapiro.html

its about a kid that works in a grocery store that has erections all the time. its actually quite good.

Mind if I join?

No but he's sitting out now. sakurabavn

My mother's afraid of the subway
It's a living bad dream
I hold her hand as the doors close
And she pales and stifles a scream
Ali's afraid of Ad-libbing
Of improvising at jams
She is not very happy right now
And spends all her money on grams
Ade is afraid of commitment
So Carla dumped him today
She is very disappointed
She was hoping he'd beg her to stay
Ayo he just wants a girlfriend
He's afraid of dying alone
He doesn't go out very much
Sits at home a lot getting stoned

i have no guess at who wrote that 1

who's gonna give a ****
who's gonna take the call
when you find out that the road ahead
is painted on a wall
and you're turned up to top volume
and you're just sitting there in pause
with your feral little secret
scratching at you with its claws
and you're trying hard to figure out
just exactly how you feel
before you end up parked and sobbing
forehead on the steering wheel

Idk, it's one of my favorite Ani songs.

That's a song It's a song by Sia. She's afraid of sharks, she goes on to say.
And the other one I quoted is also a song. But it's not by Sia.

Too much emo itt

Season 2 is quite good. Better than the first season imo. The end is so tilting though.

too much jackitos itt