Originally Posted by chipa
but how else would i feel in such situation? how would you feel, beata, if you made a search of your name and the results would turn out that almost each time your name is mentioned it is either somebody calling you a whore or cover you in **** with some other words?? from people who don`t even know you.
at least i see ((((chipa)))) from Abe and a couple of nice words from other guys who talk to me no matter what..
this Dominic thing really pissed me off... he voted for me..then a couple days of silence..and then: "oh, turns out she is a bad girl, she breaks up families and a total monster! i wanna change my vote!"
you think it came from nowhere?
of course it is not somebody whispering **** about me in his ear gave him this idea...
if you search your name in google and ****, nothing is gonna come up. i mean, these people don't know you in real life. do people in your life ever look at this ****? Trust me, i know how it is when people talk **** about me. they talk **** all the time about how i look and my weight. and people do that in real life too.
I play poker, I'm surrounded by men almost constantly and for the most part its fun, but people are fake as **** and dudes are so ****ing judgmental and get personal on me. if you're a girl who plays poker, you know that your dating options are pretty limited if you date in the poker world. once you date like 2 or 3 people, they're destined to know each other and you get labeled a slut without even doing anything. you should know that other women have to experience the same thing you do.
and sleeping with a married man? whatever, i'm not judging you because i wanna work with girls like you - low self esteem, constantly seeking approval, and not understanding your actual potential. but you gotta know that the way you came about this forum wasn't exactly the greatest first impression. and everyone knows how hard it is to change a first impression.
when you respond and make yourself seem like the victim when you're actually not (you're a ****ing player ffs), you're just going to fuel all the trolls. just get over it. easier said than done, but damn. don't give these ****ers more material. you're almost asking for it.
oh ya, and seeking approval from men shouldn't be a priority. you should find approval within yourself.
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