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Originally Posted by Avaritia
We have a lot in common wrt mentality of the game. You are much more of a veteran than me though and also significantly better player from what I see in strat.
Have you ever considered coaching? It could be the bridge between your love for teaching and not wanting to ride the variance train at 3am in some dingy room anymore.
It could also keep your connection to the game alive and generate steady side income.
Thanks for the compliments. I don't think I have enough time/inclination to coach but I'll shoot you a note.
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Originally Posted by DGAF
Good post. Glad you "got out." Mind expanding on/explaining the mental health issues you experienced playing lots of hours? It sounds like you ran pretty good overall, so was it just a morality thing (hustling people)? Was it a schedule thing (late hours being inherently depressing)? Was it the stress of always having to make crucial/impactful decisions? The losses (even though you won way more often)? The environment? Etc.
Also, what specifically did you notice wrt changes in your mental health (depression, anger, apathy, etc)?
Thx
I don't love hustling but I do it and deal with it. Actually one of the reasons I ran good is because of some very specific hustling (I can attribute probably like 20% of my lifetime poker earnings to two specific fish). I do usually need a week off anytime after a $10k+ loss -- and it's not like I won "way" more often. I've only won 62% of sessions since 2011. But I can get over that. (I could also play lower but the lower income ceiling makes that unappealing.)
So to answer your question, here's the biggest mental health threat I see for myself with poker right now:
My relationships with other people who play poker are not very close. This is very intentional so that a)I don't have a problem taking their money, and b)poker players are not exactly the most trustworthy bunch. I am introverted, and if I am playing poker for a lot of hours, I don't have time/energy to establish solid social relationships outside of poker (especially because I keep odd hours due to poker). This is not an acute problem, but over time it leads to a lot of loneliness and depression. I did still have friends outside of poker but the amount and quality of time I spent with them gradually went down.
Somewhat related, the thing that does bother me about morality is that there isn't very much collaboration in poker. A lot of times at jobs you are aligned in your goals with coworkers in making something happen that fits both of your visions and ideas of a better world. In poker there is not much room for that.
I never got angry, but I've been pretty seriously depressed and apathetic.
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Originally Posted by UCDLaCrosse
Your post is an excellent case to be made for "why not both?".
I remember reading in a Sklansky book that he said that playing full time was completely dead end and the most success would not come in the form of poker full time; but the balance between a real job and poker as supplementary income. I view my time playing poker as an incredible investment, because even though I am a career oriented working accountant now; the fact is you can put me in any NLHE game and I would be able to beat 95% of them. This is an excellent tool to have so that by the time I am in my 40's; I could have income from my job, investing/other avenues, and possibly NLHE. The ability to have this for the rest of your life is immeasurable; consider that in your looking back mindset.
The "why not both" at the same time is because I am not yet sure that I can beat 10/20+ without playing/studying on a regular basis, and I don't think the money at 5/10 is enough for me to justify the time spent.
But I agree 100% with your point that poker is a very solid fallback option, (especially for being in between jobs/careers). The amount of commitment necessary to get back in the game is not that huge, the pay is decent, and the somewhat flexible hours and being able to quit at short notice is great.