I did like the grind, I know how it is to play long hours of poker and am okay with it since poker is something am passionate about, I can see myself playing with strict guidelines.. things haven't really went as expected, i didnt expect an immediate upswing or that i will repeat old mistakes but i guess **** happens.. Got only myself to blame.

Thats true, I didnt learn my lesson.. I am devastated and disappointed in myself but tbh If I would do it all over again if i can, this is what i do and this is what I KNOW that i can do for living.. Not everybody learn from their first or second mistake, but am sure I changed and I believe that I will have the discipline to do it next time if not then the time after.. I dont care about how many times i fall down the horse since I repeated old mistakes, I will fight myself and try to be more disciplined and as long as I am alive I will keep trying..

I wanted that too

I will, and hope 2+2ers will support me as they always did.. Hopefully next time I wouldn't let me or u guys down




>>I really don't care about the few 2+2ers who mocked me, Haters hate, this is what they do, it doesnt bother me.. and actually they are right about pretty much all they say, I tried and failed AGAIN, doesnt mean anything, I just need to grind a bigger bankroll next time and try harder and be disciplined **or try to be**

I will continue the story and go in details about that happened, you guys deserve the whole story + it would help me in the future since I would wana read this whole thread again before I move again to vegas..

I got a crappy a$$ job in Connecticut that I can do, I got a really good job in Oman but i dont wana go over-seas, idk yet.. I can't go to my old job anymore, too late.. anyways these are my two options atm.. I am leaving vegas in 2 days tho, booking my ticket today, I will go to NY for a while till I figure this out.. I will update the story whenever I have time, sorry about the delay but I really have alot going on right now..

Cheers


## and no, am not living in the tunnels loool and didnt sell my iphone

GL with your future

You are a degen. Gambling as a career is not going to ever work for you.

tell that to degenyamine

Does Knish still have the truck?

can't believe i just wrote that

I was hoping OP would deliver!

I even told you that I'd drive you to the proper games that would keep you in action. 90% of being a poker player is BRM. The other 10% isn't all that difficult, but I'm not gonna troll you. At least, you are finishing out this thread unlike the other guy. You should look back at your goals on page 7 and see how you did using that criteria:

Take it ffs, no second thoughts. Good job, probably good pay, + life experience, + resume builder etc... Taking this job is probably a +life EV move.

+10,000

In life, the most rewarding things usually require you to suck it up and take some pain before you get the rewards.

Gym sucks in the short-run but will reward you in the long run.

Same idea with the job here.

Thats ur opinion.

I totally agree and I will take it

Are you going to be able to make enough money in the Oman job to build a substantial bankroll? I am guessing your poker options will be limited, but you should be studying your ass off when you are not working.

hey T.Mack , gotta agree with this . There will be people this does not apply to but for most , just do it .

Good to see you updating and being honest.

Fwiw , i'm one of those people that need to make mistakes 2 times before i get it.
The first time , its like wtf happened.
The second time , i catch and watch (and learn ) as it is happening.
After that , i have deeply understood the issue and can stop it as soon as i see it beginning to start.
What ever you do , gl .

TMack is not a degen... Dude didn't lose his roll on the craps table.

He lost it because of BRM, where he played at stakes he could beat but wasn't rolled for.

Thats textbook degening