Hollbeans,
you have a problem, but you're not willing to pay what is needed to fix it?!
Your best guess is to check out one of the training sites with monthly memberships. Most of them have some free trial period. So do that and hope you find what you get.
We help players in your situation as well, but it's in a different price category to join (its a security deposit only, but u loose it if you quit).
Worlds #1 in SNGs in 2015 does coaching